A TEA OF TURBULENCE OR A TEA OF TAO TE CHING....?

Hello Mother of Easness....,
Let the easeness be showering on you....

Your rising in the horizon of computer and internet
Denotes some other’s setting....,
At least mine…

Even otherwise,
Setting and rising means one and the same....
Unless it is taken relatively....

One will have to be rising as well
When he sets.
In the same time,
In the same place.

Only because setting, rising is...

Rather,
One never sets or rises...
Views make it to be setting and rising....

So, the viewers and their perspectives…

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I know what does one mean
When he says about making a tea
With alphabets....

Creating a feel …
A maya feel of…
Not only of a simple Tea;
But of a tea of turbulence
Or a tea of Tao Te Ching.

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But, still I have to seek
Your way and sense of making it...

There lies the diversity of life
And oneness of life in all its diversities…

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For sure.......
At least as the one who can read my mind....
Without much ambiguity...,
Considering our long talk in between,
You can easily come to know that
I don't write anything new...

So, you can easily follow... I hope...
It is your life talking to you…

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Just, the things are put in different ways
In different contexts...

One can’t help it otherwise...
Truth is one and only...,
But, put in different ways
In different contexts......

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Good example will be of rice...

Sometime it is used for our lunch as rice (boiled rice)...
Some other time it will be used for
Making Puttu or Rotti or Dosha ..
But, only the same rice
Put in different ways in different contexts...
To make it acceptable and digestible….
To flow the life with novelties…

And to explain and address one and the same
Appetite or hunger or taste...
In all different styles...,
Method and expressions...

Like one and only woman
In many different dresses...

Hope now you understand me now...

And, for sure,
This was already understandable to you,
Even otherwise...

I don't know what it is....

Dear….,

Sorry...
This has become a very good game now...
It is true….
One has to be passive when the other is active...
Like one has to be listening when the other is talking...
Black and white….
Day and night…..

That is what is happening here too...?
Either you or I have to become passive...
All active together will lead us to
Chaos and conflicts…
Big explosions….
One’s activity is getting sheltered
In other’s passivity…
Life in the graveyard….

As undefined one is
The graveyard and things inside it.
Without trying to establish
As some-one or something defined.
Only someone …. something …. somewhere...
That is the life and this world are like ….

Seeking God has nothing to do
With any particular religion or path....
Which-ever be the direction and path,
You can reach him, the whole...
Only thing will be
You will have to tread the path by yourself
With your own intention....

The question yours is right.
Can’t one be reaching God
Without treading a path too?
Has one to take intentionally
A path…?

Yes, you are with and within the circle,
And are being forming part of the same circle.

When everyone is only with and within the God,
What is the question of taking and treading a path to him…?

All the meaning of taking and treading a path is,
Then,
Your effort to make you know
Or to convince you that
You are with the God….
Just unveiling…..
Unlearning the lessons of
Ignorance and confinements…
The denials…

If you know God,
It is the greatest of all knowledge.....
For that,
One has to start knowing one's self....?

It is great to know that you know God.....
Or at least you are on the path to God...?

But as for me,
I know one and only thing.
God knows you all with all your limitations.....
Weaknesses... helpless nesses...
Because God knows God.

God has no one book only….
Even a sand-grain is his book...
So, I don’t know as to which book
Do you mean herein
As the only one book of God...?

God can do and give what all you need
Even without your seeking and letting him know....
It is equal to your knowledge of yourself….

To be in need of your seeking and making him know
Of all your needs,
God is not that blind and ignorant….

And you do not know more than God
About your requirements and solutions...

So, more than seeking, please praise him,
Without thinking he asked you to praise him....

Praise God voluntarily by your will and confession

Without fearing,
Learn to love God

Love can come only from knowledge...,
But, when unconfined to be unconditional;
Whereas fear will come from ignorance and darkness....,
Being confined, thereby, with conditions,
Like all the Beliefs ...

I don't know as to what the worship means...
Love and life with the love is for me my worship...

Ritualistically one cannot love any other.
You also can't love as ordained and dictated by some other,
Keeping, being confined in the language,
Tone and content of such dictators…..
Love will make its own tone, tongue, time and content...

I don't know what the worship is...
And I don't advise any one to worship any....

Study and learn
Till u reach a point
Where you will know
That you have to undo all your studies and learning....
You have to unlearn yourself....

Would be very much happy to see one
In his or her unlearning and freeing process.
God is free and only free you can go to him...

I don't know whether you understand me the way I put it....

I am happy to have this very good chat with you...
Which I can't expect from any other to this level....

With regards…,

CONTINUE THE CHAT.….. TILL I AM ONLINE.... TILL MY SPIRIT IS AWAKE…..

What a beautiful scene...!!!
Computers are asleep while our emails are awake.

Just like the enlightened soul within the sleeping physic...

Just like the dreaming mind within the sleeping body....

Formalities will come first in...,
With no special meaning.....
Like the bride's beautiful dress…..
With nothing to do with the real bride....
Still, we will start with the formalities...

The orange cannot be eaten with its skin on...

Formalities are like the skin,
Just to protect and not to be eaten up....
But to be pealed off…..
What is eaten up is the real inner core... stuff...

The skin shouldn’t mislead any....
To make him live by and for the skin....
And to make his entire search be
Stopped on reaching the skin...

After all, other's talk about him,
Seeing his skin,
Won’t help him to walk his path...
He will have to walk his path
By his own foot...

Being only a living man
Make your life your philosophy…...
Without being worried and afraid of boring philosophy
To explain the life….
Philosophy will come usually,
As the justification for
The helplessness.... and the inability…
Helplessness of being unable
To live and celebrate the life.

It is true
Life was not his choice by himself.
Rather it was imposed on him
When he was helplessly helpless….

Still, why can’t he be choosing,
On his imposed living track,
To be living with the same life, God
And celebrating the same life….,
In the way of celebrating the same God….,
At least not to alienate him
From the very life or God.

What he sees as sky is his helplessness...
It is where his eyes becomes blind and he calls it sky...
Similar to his beliefs and faiths… Helplessness…
Or the other name of helplessness….

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For sure we will have to chat more...
To breathe into each other,
To live the good relationship....…..
Exchanges are the good breathing of any relationship....;
Once it is stopped, the relation will start dying....

And you can still continue the chat
Till you can see I am online....
Till you may feel my spirit is awake……
And till you know my mind can dream…..

Rising, it cannot be heavy

Dear Sumi,
For the first time.

Without that first time
Won't come the next time
And its continuity...

Sun has to rise...

Rising, it cannot be heavy....
Still it has to rise.

Without that very first slow step
Not even the fastest sprinter
Can make his start..

Your soul will dance

Dear ............,

Hope you are doing fine....
Especially with your family there.
I think they (your family) are there.

Please convey my regards to your son,
Who once happen to come forward with his notes/comments.
Let him continue with same or similar…….
Continuing like that
He will, for sure, happen to reach many new areas
Which will automatically bring in him the changes...

The flow....


Having almost completed 9.5 years in gulf (Kuwait)
I have a feel of making a return plan,
At least within one years time
Or earlier...
I think, life after 40s should be spent
To pursue one's own soul/ meaning...,
As part of preparing to go back to one's own nest...


No other go than to remember you all...
Forgetting intentionally will require more energy,
And will spoil me,
Than for remembering you all naturally.

Artificiality will require more exertion
Whereas the Spontaneity is
The flow and tongue of life or God

Hatred will burn the soul,
Making the soul for its fuel,
Whereas in love
Your soul will dance
Making the love as the music for such dances.


With regards

Words are the sticks - Can never be left alone

Words are the sticks on which
The works and walks have to walk and work.

Once the stick is broken,
All the works and walks,
With the walking (or working)-selves,
Will fall down.

Words can never be left alone,
Without the company of
Work or walk and the walking (or working)-selves.
It will become like a sword against you.
Very cruel and very ghostly.

So, when you put the words,
Put also all your efforts...
To work and walk your words.
Effort, exerted with the words, are
The spirits that will enable the words live.
Efforts are its breathing in and out.

You may deserve sympathy
When you ask your friends for help.
And you may ask for such helps
Ignorantly, without knowing
Whether you really need such helps,
Or ask for the help unnecessarily, seeing or envying
Your friend’s high richness.

Oceans and rivers may have water in abundance.
But, unless you are really thirsty
You have not to drink from them.
And never drink more than what you require,
Which, otherwise, will only exhaust you.

And with that same sympathy, maximum, towards you
Your friend, (like ocean and rivers) might have discouraged you
From taking such helps,
Seeing that you are not grown up
To conceive any such responsibilities
Or to take in such amount of water.

And for the reason of your insistence for
Your own back-history of immaturity
They might have given you such helps as well
Like the ocean and rivers are made
To give you its water to drink.

Now, you are in traps.
Seeds of help, which you have taken in
Like the water of oceans and rivers,
Have now sprouted to make it
Into responsibilities.

And you become alone with no other choices
But to see your duty of
Conceiving and delivering is done properly.

For sure,
Conceiving and delivering are not like
Counting sand-grains at sea-shores.
Orgasm of taking in will be nowhere
When you will have to take up
The pressure and pain of conception and delivery

You have to see now
What your efforts are directed to this
Conception and delivery
And when will it be accomplished....

Only you will be there to take up
And only you can take up
The pain and pressure of the same

Hereby,
You will get to know that
Words alone will not walk and work.

If the words would have worked by itself,
It would have worked and walked so easily
Without needing you asking for the help
And your friends’ intentional discouraging you
From taking such helps , especially
For such unnecessary and silly purposes of
Great your immaturity....

Now you alone have to take up the burden...

To work it out to show and give the required result....

You can inhale.
But you can't do inhaling continuously
For that you have exhale....

A new born baby girl with full breast or menstruation

Dear...,

The easiest way to get your best friend lost
Or to make him your worst enemy
Is to give him loan
Or to deal with him financially.

There is a say, I heard it in my childhood,
It is said to be said by Imaam Ghazaali, that;
To test one’s credibility and reliability,
Don’t look at his punctuality
In doing rituals and prayers
Or to the prayer mark on his forehead
Or to the way he wears his dress,
But give him some money
Or deal with him in finance.

What we say in Malayalam is
“Bandhathil Kuntham Chaaruk”.
(Kuntham chithal vannu murinhu veezhumbol,
Chaari ninna bandhavum thaane veezhum)

Especially if such loan is given,
Or such financial deal is done,
Immaturely for soothing one’s immaturity;
Not for serious or urgent need
And if it is beyond his (loan-taker’s) capacity.

If at all you feel giving loan
To those incapacitated
Give them only in charity or free loan.
Not the loan, to be paid back,

So, that you can save

Both the giver and taker of loan.

Or you should put in your mind,
When you give loan, that
It is only a charity or free loan
(But without declaring it in their front
To save their face)
Seeing they will be unable to give back.

But charity shouldn’t be given
Immaturely for soothing one’s immaturity
And wasting it through his/their
Immature imaginations

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One can have mustache on his face
When grown up and young
By then, it will be part of his handsomeness.

But what it will be like
When it is for a new born baby…?

What it will be like
When a new born baby girl is
Having full breast or menstruation?

Early growth, mostly, may not indicate
The real health
Rather it may denote
The ruin and danger …..

Excessive or speedy growth also
Do not show one’s health
Rather it will be disease like cancer…..

A lamb may take much pride
In its company ( that it got for some extra ordinary reason)
With the lions and tigers.

But the same pride will ruin all its life.

Initially lamb will have smile on its face.

Later on, the smile will be
On the face of tigers and lions.

Dear ....,

Particularly you have to be aware of this …
I fear that you are trapped
In such traps (attractions) of early (so-called) big contact
And unwanted habits and addictions, thereby.


Easy reaching on mountain top is good.
But, it will not
Give your muscles enough strength…
Which, strength, only can sustain you in long run,
By which only you can walk long.

And you will miss to learn
Long back history
That leads and reaches to the mountain top
And which really makes mountain top
As the mountain top.

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If given for any real need (you as a friend in need),
It is justifiable and
Even if the loan was not returned
You can understand and consider it as no-problem.
It can be considered as big tree’s giving shade to the others.

But giving to one un-wantedly,
That too for cutting the same tree which gives him shade,
Beyond his capacity
Would for sure spoil him
To get him lost of such a good friend, trees.

For the future…

With regards

The fuel that has to be burnt for seeking and attaining

Dear…,
I am so much touched by your email.
For sure I will be in touch with you.

Don't worry at all.
Worrying will not solve anything.
It will be like running inside the running train.

Such running won't increase the speed of the train.
Rather, it will exhaust the passenger inside
Even before he reaches his destination,
Wherefrom he will have to go further.
So, his further pursuit will be obstructed or delayed.

We all seek
Right path or truth or realization.

But no one want to know
About the requirements of such seeking and attainment.
About what kind of fuel one has to burn
For attaining the same truth or right path or realization.

The fuel that has to be burnt
For seeking and attaining could be
The health ours
Wealth ours
Name and prestige ours.

So, material deterioration should not mean any thing
To the real right and truth seeker....

He has to be able to see the truth
Or path to the truth and realization
In and with everything that he undergoes.

For sure I will be in touch with you.

With regards,

Nothing to change and nowhere to Go back....

Dear my …...,

Nothing to change and nowhere to Go back....

What you are doing in your office is
Not what you really need or want to do in your life.

It is as per a contract, because of other compulsions,
You are acting or pretending for 8 hours of your duty time....

You are bound to do that
With no other choices for your physical survival,
For the reason you only know.

You are acting or behaving differently
With different people in your society or your family,
In different situations and contexts.

You won't act or behave alike
With/before all and in all situations.
Your behavior and action will be different
Towards each of your brothers, sisters, wife,
Children, parent, teachers, friends, etc…..

You have a set method to do, act, behave or do the things
According to the need of the time and situation.

That is why we all never make love in front of our children.

And what will do you do in toilets will not be done in dining rooms.


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So, taking the part of one month stay,
When one comes in search of a job,
(Like I told you one's own reasons and compulsions)
How can you consider
One has gone back to past and vanished to the future....
Or backward or forward

After all, you only know what and who you really are,
Whereby you will really know that
You (or me) are no one and nothing in physical terms,
But the one who is struggling to survive just physically....
Forgetting the spiritual or any other side and its thirsts and wants.

For physical survival,
You (we) will spend 8 (or any amount of) hours a day
In the office or anywhere
Doing all (originally) unwanted things,
Against your (our) nature and feature,
Under the commands of real undeserved bosses/commanders.

And to be able to go to the above office
To do the above kinds of works
You (we) were sent
(Like you (we) are sending now your (our) own children)
15 or more years to schools and colleges,
Then many years for searching jobs and going for interviews.

All because of compulsions for just mere physical survival;
Neither you (we) are sending to the one who knows the meaning and purpose
Nor because you (we) want them to know the meaning and purpose.

Dear ……, did you ever think,
At least just for fun sake
And to seek the fun of your existence,
How much you have really spent,
Or you really would have wanted to spend,
For seeking the meaning/purpose of life
And for heightening your so-claimed spirituality?

Than seeking an escape
By blindly believing what you heard others saying....

Beliefs are taken as an excuse to escape,
Or as an escape to get excuses,
And for not doing anything in search of
God or truth or one's own meaning or purpose of life....

Life is spent totally for physical survival/life;
And as for the spirituality,
We go after the hearsays and blind beliefs
Well-prepared to interpret them
And to fight for them and such blind beliefs' marketing,
Depicting God as a very big failure and very desperate, therefore,
Desperately seeking and asking you (us) to market him and
Interpret him.
Even without allowing you (us),
Or even before you (we) make any effort,
To know what you (we) are and for what we are.

Without knowing ourselves,
What, why and how we are and what we are for,
We claim to know God
And we openly argue with others
Preparing ourselves to kill others for that
And opening marketing companies
In different names of organizations or religions.

God is really in great laughter to see all these games
In his name
By himself

So, dear my …..,
Spend a lot more for looking into
Than for looking out.

There, you will get lot kinds of water and food

Then, for sure, you will happen to know
Whether you (we) are really going backward or going forward
Or you will get to know
That you (we) are really not going backward or forward;
But are standing where you (we) are and were
Being in your (our) being
In the state in which you (we) are and were….

Neither changing the stand nor changing the sight or scene....


Am I right Dear…...?

Thank you for being in touch

With great regards

Education .... Denial of life....

Master,
About getting educated….. and ……?

My son,
I am not sure what by education you do mean.
But, hope it is not
Denial of life
And is not for denial of life.

Hope it is not the preaching, you mean, by balloons
To the trees as to how to grow under the sun,
Be friendly with stones and thorns
And how to withstand heavy rains and storms.

And hope it is not meant by you to mean
Balloon’s preaching to the trees
How to give shades and shelters,
Fruits and flowers
And how to take colors and tastes
From the mud.

My son, please know,
The “teacher balloon” is in its own strife
To be protected from all these
For its mere physical survival
Without knowing what and for what it is.

My son,
Education is not to give balloon
A job of teaching
And for student to make him seek
Such (or any other) jobs
For his own in future.

Rather, my son,
Education is to live and let you live
Which the life is already ingrained with
To lead one on his path
To meet destination of life.
It is to teach how to reach the ultimate.

My son,
Education is not
Past’s haunting of present
To obstruct the present
From evolving into future, novel,
And changing each such future moment
Into present, with nothing to look back.

My son,
Life is new and is for new.
Old is dead and can’t get along with new (life).
Only thing the old is for
Is to give fertility to
Where the life needs to sprout and grow
Ever with new to the new,
Ever from the new to the new.

My son,
Education is not to deny to one his childhood,
To persecute and torture him in his youth
To make him a slave in his middle age,
To confine him as a workaholic in his old age,
And conclude him to be a dying one,
Without being able
To look into himself and the surrounding
To realize what he was and for what he was.
Or at least without enabling him to know
That he was nothing and he was for nothing
And only the life, God, prevails.

And to let him know that
All his efforts of running inside
The running train was for futility,
But to give continuation to the whole life.

My son,
Education is not for giving one
His living means.

Life, God, needing its continuity in novelty
Has set the means within itself.
Any other interference will only corrupt
To make him and the life tensed and hectic

My son,
Education is not for training;
Life has been and will train itself,
As it has ever been through itself….

But, education has to be, if at all,
To unmake one from what he is,
To undo what he bas been doing
To teach him how to live spontaneously,
And to liberate him from seeds
To the heights of trees.

My son,
Education is never to get one suppressed and tensed,
But is to open him up and give him smile of relief,
Re-gaining for him the spontaneity lost,
Letting him seek and regain freedom,
The heavens of absolute independence.

My son,
Education is not for getting a job
And to make that job a dictation on or of life.
Education is not an imposition external;
Rather, it is the water life seeks and takes from itself.

My son,
Education is not to make one more depending
And obeying more orders
And to make him do
What he doesn’t feel to do otherwise.
It is not for the negation of creativity.

My son,
Life being the dictation of life,
Let one’s life only be his education and job.

Living for working and working for living
Is not the circle drawn by life, God.
And it shouldn’t be the circle drawn by
Any education program too.

See, my son, how long one can be
Running within such a circle
And what such a circle can be, but a hell?
Can it get him the perfection
Of perfect independence?

My son,
Such education will cause
Only the recurrence and repetition
Getting him only exhausted of rebirths.
Rather one’s life has to be his work
And his work has to be his life.
No separation and no duality.
And he should not be asked to take up
The same work, the birth, again

My son,
Life is for life.
Life is for something else too.
Life will educate itself….
No need of exerted external education.

What is that “something else“?
It is yet to be found out
By the life one lives
Or is made to live.

And his just such seeking will get him
Freed out of the circle/cycle
“Life for job and job for life”.

My son,
Education should enable one
Sprout spontaneously,
Send his roots down for novelty
And branches up, into novelty.

My son,
Education should get one open, in open
To get him more of
Light, air, water and space.
And it must shut his eyes towards
What he doesn’t need,
Without causing him
Run within the running train.

My son,
Education is to prepare the seeds
To be more better, behind the screen... ,
To get them really mature and ripe,
And it is not to get them fried
In the fry pans for immediate use.

My son,
Immediate use will give any one
Immediate respect;
But will cost his all soul and self.

My son,
Education is not to make one useful as well.

My son,
To be useful would mean
To be a slave of the one who use him.
But, education should be to make one
Uselessly useful and great in long run
Before one’s self, God, life.
For this
One will have to be useless in short run,
Before others
And for immediate purposes.

My son,
Each one’s train is already in its run
To its own direction.
No need of running within the train
With the artificialities of educations and exertions.
It will only exhaust and corrupt.

After all, at the maximum,
Life is life and is for life.
It is never for careers.
And in any thought process,
The careers are, at its maximum, for life,
To smoothen and easen the life
And to give means to life.

Being for being.

Master
What are you living for…?

The same, for what God is.
Being for being.
Facing all, but none.

Master,
Teacher and student….?

Teacher happen to know the things
Because of the student,
And knows it only half an hour
Before student knows.

The teacher just carries and gives away,
Whereas,
The student never carries,
But conceives
To give it movement and life.

TRUTH HAS ITS OWN WAY OF SELLING

Last night
I saw a very rich man sleeping…

He , I thought, was sleeping
Like any other,
As poorly as possible…

No difference he could make
Of his richness
While sleeping.

No one seemed to be bothered.
And he was not bothered,
As well, of others.

So was he able to be asleep…

Neither had he owned
Nor had he disowned….

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Today morning,
On my way to workplace…
I saw a dead cat lying on the road side.
No one got bothered of it
And it was not bothered of any, as well.

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Among many outlets and shops
Opened on the streets of this city….
I also have one….
I too sell a lot of items from that of mine.

No one seemed to me to be wrong
To sell the same
Or any other products
From their other outlets and shops
In this same street, in this same city
Or from any other street, from any other city…

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Truth has its own way of selling
Through each and everyone…
Making each and every one
Its own outlet or street or city

Only to experience … .. To watch and witness....

Nothing to talk and nothing to claim...
But to experience....
Only to experience … ..
To watch and witness

All the uttered words return
And pray
“No shelter any where,
With any one, we can see
To give us little space
To evolve or sprout further.
Take us back to your concepts
To make us not even as a concept any more.”

Things are beyond logic...
When it comes to the real experience
And truth...

No argument...
Just an effort to put some points
Felt to be missing in between...;
“But was not really missing.”
The words reminded me.

“Very big,
And very close to you, it could be.
But You won't be able to see.

That is why you are unable
To see God... “

“Like you are unable to see
The very small as well....
Call it atom or any micro being or thing...”

“So, no meaning in seeking”
The words on return stressed.

“Very close and 100% present,
It could be;
But you won't see it as well.”

“That is why you are not seeing God...
And skies around you,
Except for your helplessness.”

“So, no meaning in seeking”.
The words stressed the same again

“Like you don't see anyone & anything
That is away, very distant
And is 0% present….”

“So, meaning is no-meaning”
The words confessed in self consolation

The flow flowing into flow

Standing for names …?
And for the ownership of houses...?
The past….?

Live to lose names,
The dead memory,
To reach the point of enlightenment,
The spontaneity, the novelty, the flow.

Names will only confine,
To cause stagnancy and repetition.
Unknown, undefined and unconfined is
Any flow.

One can’t own his children...,
Rather they will own him and at least his...

How can the past own the future...?
His children are the future
And he is the past,
At least in the eyes of his own children,

Future will own the past,
Gradually or by fact...
And the past will be dissected,
By its owners, its own children,
To nothing….

Life flows down to future,
Never back up to the past…..,
To convert the past into present
And flowing to future
To make that future too,
When it happens,
Coming out
Of its confinement of dream,
To be present.

Future being the dream,
Present will make use of such dreams,
To make the flow (present) happens
And continues.

The flow
Flowing into flow

The present into Present
God into God
Life into life

To learn the lessons of Tolerance

Master,
To learn the lessons of Tolerance?

Travel in a bus
And see
Therein a lot others
Travelling in the same bus.

All filled with different purposes
To the same or different directions.
But in the same bus.

And see
The bus running on a Road
With a lot other buses and vehicles
Travelling on the same road.

All buses filled with a good collection of
Travelers to and through different directions
Than that of you and the bus in which you are.
But on the same road.

And see
The road reaching city or town
With a lot other roads
Reaching into the same city and town.

All roads with a big collection of buses
Full of diversity of passengers and their purposes
To and from diverse directions.
But reaching the same city or town.

All the roads are of and to the life
All the buses are of, and to accommodate, life
All the travelers are travelling to live and lead their life
And all the their different purposes and directions
Are one and the same color and tone of life.
The very big ocean.
God.
You, your bus,
Your road and your destination

And what more simple lessons
Will you require
To learn the lessons of tolerance…?

Life protects itself

Business has no other meaning than getting busy.
It is busy-ness....
Opting to be in business;
Means to be busy,
To be burning and trying to earn...
To earn what ..?
The real question one will have to ask.
But no one will ask the same.
Mostly people are earning the ash of their own burnt life....
Being bound to burn for nothing…

***********
After all life is what is filled in different bottles...
And we are all different bottles
With different shapes, colors and names

****************

Children really represent
The celebration of life....
Giving life,
The meaning of celebration....

Children are the kings and queens
And we all become only the servants to them....

Any disobedience or anything wrong,
Towards these kings and queens,
We are afraid,
Really afraid,
As to what cost we will have to pay for it……

That is how life protects itself...
And gives continuity....

Seeing talks will only mislead

Dear .....,

It is true,
And truth comes in different forms
From different directions,
Giving each one his own truth.

Date palm trees for Arabs
And conconut trees and many other for us.

**************

For sure, there is ever "next time" remaining,
Especially in this karmic cycle,
Where repetition is the walk of life....

*********

Seeing talks will only mislead,
What I am trying is
Not to talk.

Still, this happens...
And this writing happens...

Just to say that
God only remains.....


withr regards,

No-sight of God the real sight of God.

Knowledge is no-knowledge.
Truth is no-truth
God is no-God
Mind is no-mind
Self is no-self.

More put in words,
The more it gets corrupted.

****************

But, one confession.
“I don’t know”.
This was the message I wanted to pass,
The only truth I wanted to convey.

But they wanted me to deny it
And say “I know” a lot
Of and about God and truth.

For, to have the feel of no-knowledge,
They felt unsettled….

So, I tried, for their compulsion,
And kept saying
That I know, by pretension.

Just to enable the physic to survive.

********************

Now, again, after years,
Seeing no meaning
In seeing the physic surviving,
I repeat the same
“Except for the feel of oneness with God,
I don’t know God and Truth.
And only God and truth knows me
And my helplessness
Since I am a dust
In the limitless heaven
CalledGod or truth ”.

This my knowledge is
The knowledge of truth and God
And this is the truth of no-knowledge,
Which, I don’t mind
If it is not recognized or approved,
Is the truth of no-truth.

No-knowledge of God is
The real knowledge of God.

*************

Who else does see and know God?
Does he know when his hair is growing?
How the food becomes nail and bone,
Teeth and eyes, heart and brain, and
How the food gets digested…?

One doesn’t know himself, and
How he is growing and thinking.

Given this,
One can’t say that
He knows God and
Or he can know God.

So,
No-sight of God is
The real sight of God.

MASTER, WHAT WENT WRONG…, EVERY ONE PRAYS FOR YOU…!!!

Master,
What went wrong…,?
Every one prays for us…!!!
Are we not saved yet….?
What is happening to us?

My son,
Nothing happens to us;
Things are as it was.
You do have, what you have.
You don’t have, what you don’t have
Those who are disturbed,
Only get disturbed again
To see us not disturbed.

My son,
God, disturbed, is devil.
Relative.
God, poisoned, is Devil.
Relative.

Prayer has to be like
Your perspiring.
It has to happen when it happens,
For the reason from its own.
As evaporation.
To get us rain as reward.

But how the water that is cold
Can get disturbed and evaporated?

Prayer is done when one gets disturbed
And feels insecure.

Prayer is done when one is ignorant
And feels separate.

So, Master,
About those who
Preach to make prayer…?

My son,
Can you be boiling,
Without being or getting hot,
Just because others want to see you boiling
In the way and time they want.?

Can you be boiling again,
When you are already in vapors?

So, Master,
Those who preach…?

My son,
They don’t see the skies
And don’t see skies are not skies
But only their perceptions.

They don’t see vapors
Becoming part of skies.

They need others too
To be ignorant pool water and
Feel insecure, separate and disturbed
And to pray and seek like them,
And for them meanwhile,
Because of their guilt/insecure and alien feeling.

My son,
No god is there
Seeking desperately your seeking him
Or else to punish you,
Than for you to be one with him.

My son,
No god is there
Seeking desperately to market him
Or else to punish you,
Than for you to be one with him.

All prayers and propagations are
Because of separation caused by ignorance
And ignorance caused by separation.
Relative.
In love making,
No formalities.
You just get into.
No external appearance matters.

My son,
How can you be loving without knowing?

My son,
How can you be knowing
Or trying to know more and more
When you don’t know
And are ignorant of yourself and God?

My son,
How can you be loving
Without knowing,
Especially the one who threats you to punish otherwise.

No one will love
For getting the rewards.
Rather love makes you to sacrifice
And lose,
To lose yourself.

In your love making with God
You never happen to be praying
Rather,
You haapen to praise him/her
Out of your conviction
To be more and more closer
And to be one with him/her.

My son,
Qualifications are our disqualifications.
We are not what we are,
Even when we are only what we are.

And what you consider as our disqualifications
Are our qualifications.
We are neither born, nor dying.
We are none and nothing
We are all and everything.
We reflect and represent all and the whole
With no separation.

My son,
To the extend you know about me
I will get confined.
I am not what you know about me.
I am what you don’t know about me.
Purely unknown,
Seeking to be unknown.
Free.

And, my son, they all pray
To their theoretically defined and confined God.
To be more and more known.
To be defined and confined.
So, they get disturbed and trouble.
So, they get afraid and tensioning.
Hence, they pray in public.

For sure, any one who is afraid.
Tend to come in public
To get rid his fear.

My son,
To whom are they are praying?

To God?
To the threatening God…?

Who knows better?

God or themselves…?

Who has the real sight?

God or themselves…?

Do they want to say
God wants them to pray to him?

Do they have a God or a leader,
Who needs their prayer
To save him as well ?

Do they want to say
They know better, than God
Or they want to teach God
How to be without mistakes?

Do they mean to say
Go has done mistakes
For which they need correction
From him…?

Do they mean to see and say
God could be mistaking
And could be not finding out
That his mistake.

My son,
Less knowing God is devil,
Trouble maker.

They too become devil’s,
When they will have to pray
To change themselves into
Something and someone,
To get them continuity as devils
Or until they get changed themselves into God.
From relative to absolute.
From water to vapor
From drops to ocean.

My son,
They are all like torches,
Trying to throw light out
In the names of prayers.
But, as torches are,
They put themselves in darkness,
Without being saved.
And how the torches can give light
Without being filled in
With the batteries of love and conviction?

My son,
If you are convinced of God
And are in love with God
Why should you be dictated to pray?

Or why some other should schedule
Your prayer and its content?

And why should you pray
To get your things done
Especially when the loved one (God),
The very all-knowing,
Knows more than the loving one (you)?

My son,
We can hear their mistake of
Making prayers

As for us,
We are with the same God,
In love making,

And we are lucky to hear them
Pray for us.

My son,
They are praying
To change their God,
To their level,
Without knowing
God is there at their level too.

Being in darkness,
They seek help and support
And look at God, only for their
Physical reasons and requirements.
Due to their fear of God.
Fearing God,
how can they be lovinv God?

They don’t and can’t see God
In their own forms and levels too.

My son,
We did not pray ourselves
And never asked anyone
To pray for us to God.

Just because
Not to put blame on God
To say that
God could not know us and our cases
And God did not know and do
What is required,
And what all we require, from him.

At least
The ordinary carpenter, in our world, knows
Better about the tables he makes and its problems
Than the tables knows for itself.

My son,
God has already done
Or will do
What is required.

He doesn’t need
Any one’s support or help
To make him know
About the case and requirements.

What is ours
Is his own problem.
God’s own problem.
Rather, such problems are
Solutions too.
Whatever we do are
His own deeds.


My son,
It is true
That everyone is praying for us
Thinking we are strayed
And without knowing
We are with the same God
Whom they are praying to.

Unfortunately,
They forget to include themselves,
In their boasting, as righteous and saved,
And get strayed to become devils,
Just for the reason of their boasting.
God, strayed, is devil.
Relative.

My son,
We can’t believe in a God
Because he will reward.

We will love and believe in God
Because, helplessly we fall in love with him.

In our love making with God
We never happen to be praying
Rather
We happen to praise him/her
Out of our conviction
To be more and more closer
And to be one with him/her.

If at all we really want to talk
To our love,
We will have to be away from all
To talk and say whatever we feel and think
In the time and place we feel fit.

Master, What more I have to know

Master,
What more I have to know

Nothing
Live knowing that good and bad
Is one and the same
And is in one and the same….

That which may support
Your life
Can be
Unsettling too

In the same force of life and growth
Stands the force of death and destruction
Rather the force is same for both good and bad
For death and life, for growth and destruction.

That which is a food
Is a poison too
And that which is a poison;
Is a food too.

Time and place
Get them changed
Either way.


Master,
For my simple understanding?

Light is a must
For the growth of a plant
But the same light can be destroying too.

Water is a must
For the existence of a plant
But the same water can be destroying it too.

Air is a must
For playful life of plant
But the same air can be destroying it too.

In and with the same force of life growth and life
Stands the death and destruction

And you, who care for the plants
Can cut them too
Knowing or not knowing….

Master
Then what is applicable to all?

Yes my son….,
The time and place makes
Good to bad
And bad to good.

Food that you eat is good.
Meanwhile, in the same food
The bad is waiting to come up.
As the time goes up
That bad in the food comes up

That is why the old food
Causes stomach problem to you….

That is why the breast milk is not
Prescribed for a grown up man…

I am never far, without him

It is not only we are leading us ....

At the end of all the roads of purposes
We will reach a point of purposelessness.
God.

Then, when I am with him,
How can I make a special meeting...

I am never far, without him

Only the light and heat will remain

Bomb.
Beautiful
In its shape and form
Very calm and quiet in its being

But in glorifying its creator’ name
And realizing its being
It explodes
To make it to not a bomb
And to get lost of all its form and shape

My son
Did you ever try
To spell the glorification of your creator
God
And meet the meaning yours
In exploding way.

You will explode
If you really spell
Your creator’s name
And realize the meaning yours.

You will get lost yourself
In such explosive spelling
Of glorification of God
Meeting the meaning
And realizing your being.

Only the light and heat will remain
Thereafter.

God

WORDS ARE WASTE OF REASONING DONE IN SPEAKING

Master,
Should I be going
To the mosques or temples or churches
Or in any such places
To seek God….?

What to say..?
God getting confined?
God that is defined
And, thereby confined
Is devil.
Devil is not devil, but God defined,
Relative.

And the God, who is
There and everywhere
Where you are,
Is God.

And, for sure,
God will be there
And everywhere
Where you will be.

Master,
Then, why not
In the mosque, or temple or churches
Or any such places too….?

“No, my son, you should be there
In the mosque or temple or churches
Or any such places too
If you are afraid of God,
If you don’t know him
And if you can’t love him.

When you are afraid,
Due to your blindness,
And when you are unable to love,
You will, for sure, come in public places,
With whatever the talks and prayers you have,
To get courage, support and help from outside
And at least to escape from the thieves and burglars
That appears in your blindness and darkness.

Because,
Of having fear.
Just for getting escape.
Because of the blindness.

Love can make you blind
But the blind one can’t, see and, love.


“My son,
If you are not afraid of God,
And rather you love him
Because you know him
And you want to know him more
In love making way,
Then be where you are.

If you are plugged in God
From where you are
The current of love will pass through you.

You will be hot and boiling.
The vapors will automatically
Go up.
These vapors are your real prayers.

So, Master, you mean…?

My son….
Love is done and expressed
In private, secretly.
You can’t love in public
In the time, tongue and content
As dictated by others.

Did you ever see your father
Making love with your mother
In public,
Even in front of his close friends
Or his own children,
As dictated by others.

You can love God,
The openness,
And exchange with him
With whatever you feel like
In the tongue your own
In the time and place your own
Without having to be bothered
Or without imitating in content.

One cannot love in imitation.
Neither one can pray in imitation.

Evaporation happens
Only when you are hot and boiling.

My son,
I know, in saying all these to you,
One and only things as well.

Words are
Waste of reasoning
Done in speaking.

Life is what I am,

Life is what I am,
You are
And all what this universe is



Continuing and not continuing


God.

Master Places

My little child
Asked me only one question.

Very simple one to hear.

Which is the place
Where one becomes not hypocritical at all
And be with his own self.

With no specific answer in my mind,
I tried with all.

"Mosque…., church…., temple…,
Schools…., colleges….., restaurants….., etc…, etc…. "

I tried all....

But only the right answer
Escaped from my tongue.

Seeing my helplessness,
and to help me in such a situation,
Finally he interrupted and gave me the answer

“Paapaa ....
All the places you thought are the places
Where the people become one or other way
Pretending and hypocritic

And the places where the people are not really hypocritic

Are


The brothels and toilets.

Sometimes you can add
Cinema theatres and some other places to this...

The master places
Where masters are born and living in.

Tried to talk nothing - God is where I lose myself

Tried to talk nothing
And mere such trial became
My talk.
Helplessness

Lost my sight.
And mere such blindness became
My sight
Helplessness

Skies are not skies
But are my limitations
The limitations that give me
A shelter to rest
In helplessness.

Sights are not sights
But, it is where my sight end

So I don’t see anything
Rather,
My eyes and its sights
Are getting obstructed.

Like the sky is where
My sight ends
God is where
I lose myself

Money and machine Can’t make a man

Dear Amran….,

Setting sun never sets;
It is rising as well
With more of hopes and lights…..

No seed is only to be a seed;
But is with the potential of a plant or tree…
To give thousands of such seeds to posterity.


Hope,
The memories, we got from you, are the seeds
That will sprout to give lots of fruits & flowers of prosperity.

Blank we come
And blank we have to go.
Hence, we all seek from you too
The forgiveness for any mistake
That might have happened unknowingly
Corrupting the purity of the blankness.

After all, life is only a wayfaring
By which we have to pass by,
Each and every path
We happened to be in
To enable the continuity of life
And to let the life continue
With spontaneity and novelties….

Thinking of earning,
We all happen to burn our life
And the ashes of our life, finally
Happens to be, unknowingly, our earning.

Money and machine
That a man happen to make and live for,
In response,
Can’t make a man of the real ‘Purpose’
That the Almighty has instilled in him for his life.

Praying for your standing for the real purpose of life
Instilled by the Almighty in everyone’s seed and being ……

What is the food of a word uttered?

Master
What is the food of a word uttered?

The food of a word uttered is
The understanding of the listener.

Master
Than food, where the word uttered will be sheltered?

The shelter of the word uttered is
In its practice by the listeners.

So, Master,
The role of the utterer?

If he really didn’t cook the word well before uttering,
If he really did not understand and mean
What he was uttering,
He will cause constipation
In the minds of its listener.
A body without soul -
Easy decomposing with stench and worm.

And if he has not uttered the food/words
According to the level of its listeners
(as breast milk to the babies and biriyany to grown up)
Again he will cause difficulties for the listeners.

Hence,
More than holding undeserved listeners accountable
The utterer of the words to the undeserved
Have to be held accountable as a big culprit.

So, Master what about the blame on you….?

True…
I am a wayfarer.
I cannot get stuck in the way.
So, troubles will come in my way
To make sure I am not stuck
And am moving or passing by only.

However,
Any one who throws the dirt,
Will have to be already dirtied.

And since the wayfarer
Moves every now and then,
Without waiting for any one and any reaction,
It won’t reach me.

See the fate of the one
If the dirt he threw did not reach the other end….! ! !

He is getting dirtied again and again
With more of his anger and waste of energy.

The real culprit is the one who has uttered the word

Words are spelt to give some meaning.

If not, they will be disowned
And will finally be orphaned to death
With no shelter and food.

Meantime,
Words could not be accommodated as well,
And sent to death thereby,
If the listeners were basically deaf,
Or were not knowing the word as such
For the reason that they do not belong to that tongue.

In both cases
The real culprit is
The one who has uttered that word.


Some seeds/words may get eaten up
Fast and immediate,
Such seed will have no further growth and future sessions.

Without knowing that their fate is minimized
Only to one such eating by some one,
Such seeds may get sheltered in pride.

Some seeds are ignored to be thrown out,
But knows, that they have further more sessions of
Sprouting, growing and blooming/blossoming,
In their long run in the mud and soil,
To give birth to thousands of such seeds.

The day-to-day facts before their eyes are tiring for them

Yours could be a real concern.

And I take complete responsibility,
If I happen to orphan the words uttered.


I do understand that
It is wrong to give wrong food or medicine to any one.

But only one correction, if possible.

Mostly, it is not the intellectuality or poetic nature
One is unable to accept and understand.

Rather one is unable to accept, and agree on,
The very simple logic of simple truth of day to day life.

The day-to-day facts before their eyes
Are tiring for them.

They don't want to witness the life.

They do need to go after illusions and mirages
Leaving the real and actual behind them.

They don't want to face and know the simple facts of life.

Rather, they go after the imagination and dream
Imposed by others.

One doesn’t wants to face himself,
Which, when it happens, he calls boring.
To avoid such meeting
They get engaged in,
Their work or prayer or drugs.

Very understandable.
Simple fact and truth.

Still, they blame
As not understandable and philosophical.

Life of bones and fleshes remains to them
As real mystery - un-attainable.
A big tiring philosophy.

They don’t like it,
Though they term it as not understanding.

They need the skin; not the core.

This their approach
Can be seen towards the films too.

What you call “art movies” are
The movies that comes to talk
The real facts, put in real simple natural way,
With no kinds of extravaganzas and artificialities.

All movies are supposed to be artistic only.
They are all creations of art work.

Still people do not like and accept them
And call some as untouchable art movies.

Why …?

They want more of dreams and unpractical imaginations.

They want artificiality and extravaganzas.

The beauty and heroism of wild borrowed dreams and imaginations.

Only the borrowed imaginations and dreams;

Not the facts and real simple logic and truth.

It is not the intellectuality and poetry
That they are not accepting.

Rather they don’t want to face the realities,
Through movies as well,
Which they want to avoid from their life.

They don’t want to see themselves.
They don’t want to be in front of mirror
Except to beautify their skin

They want to be dreaming and imagining
Seeing others, and as dictated by other superiors.

They will talk about those others more;
Never of themselves and their life in core.

They will try to imitate and ape others
And will never try to walk on their own legs.

Mostly they will forget that they too have legs.

Seeing the pure imaginary heroism and beauty
They would masturbate themselves
To get them out of their emotions and protests,
Otherwise stuck.


The sight of Ramba and Mammotty and Rajani
Will help them to masturbate out
Their protests and emotions.

Talking about Pinarai and Lavlin, in distance,
They will satisfy themselves.

No effect in and connection
They would need with Rambha and Pinarai.

Masturbation is only a one way traffic.
It will never give the orgasm to opposite.
But still they won’t mind it.

That is what the writings
And discussions about others in their absence.
An indirect method of masturbation.

Nothing reaching to the real opposite,
Only imagined.

Done because of helplessness, fear, jealousy.

Trying and getting tired.


When it comes to real way of putting it
To the opposite,
No one seems to be needing and responding,
Except in peripheral masturbation way.


Even to avoid hearing this,
Most of them will make sure
They are locked from inside.

So, helpless,
Wish they do not lock the doors from inside
At least because of this from me.

Intolerance becomes more dangerous when we fail to know we are intolerant

Our intolerance becomes more dangerous
When we really don’t (or we fail to) know we are
Really intolerant.

Intolerant ones are not becoming intolerant
Just with their intolerance.

Rather their intolerance is based,
Without their knowledge and intention,
Mostly in their fear, helplessness,
Envy/jealous, ignorance, denial, superiority feeling.
And their desperation and arrogance
Based on these all.

One has to know
An angel has become to be a devil
Just because of his denial of
Superiority of knowledge of Adam
Based on his desperation, arrogance and jealous.

So, that (those feelings) which made an angel to be a devil
Is the real superdevil,
Which always is staying in our heart.
We go after the smaller external devils…
considering it is our big enemy,
Leaving the real super devil
In our heart roaming.

Our external enemies can be defended
And we can at least try to escape from him.

But, if our enemy is in and with us,
How and who can save us from such an enemy?

That enemy will be there with us
Even when we are there in bathroom.

At least, take note

There were thousands of criminals and murderers
Through out the history.

Still
One Socrates was killed
One Jesus Christ was crucified
One Mohammed was made to migrate
One Hallaj was sliced
One Bruno was burned
One Galileo was imprisoned.

That is what the intolerance,
Which we fail to take notice of…

We don’t’ mind thousands of criminals
But we mind one Hallaj.

People mostly do the treatment on/to the branches.
They pour water on the branches.
They beautify the skin.
They don't know it is the root
That has to get the water.
It is the blood and heart that has to change

Talk of Non-Violence by Goats and Sheeps

Did they know I did not build
A closed concrete house in my mind or heart..?

I am in the traffic physically,
Though I did not need and feel to be in.

Hence, for other's safety sake, at least,
Not to be disturbed with too many unwanted querries,
Going by traffic rule,
With a clear cut view of a world
Of no traffic and traffic rules....

As you may know it better,
All the persecutions in the past
Were based on that physical, from the society...

So, I am giving to the society what it needs,
Keeping me detachedly attached and attachedly detached...

Even otherwise, people who comes after the miracles
Will have to leave when there happens a farting....

That is public psychology....
Including that of master-disciple relationship.....

Can you understand me?
Though a father to his children, he is a man too....
His children has to understand it

Though a mother, she is a woman too....
Her children has to understand it

Master is a master,
With human physic.
Physically he can have anything
What a mother and father
As a man and woman would have
Do you hear me...?

Farting is a good trick to get away
From those who really do not belong to us in spirit and core....
Can you follow me...?

One can belong to us
Based on their romantism, escapism,
Imitation/aping, fashion, spying.
So, they don’t really belong to us.

They all will go away when you make different types of farting....
In different times.... when the time needs it
And they don’t expect or believe it to happen.

******************* *****************

And some ideologies could be beautiful to hear
But are based on fear or helplessness or envy...
When such ideologists get their chance,
They will not be and they cannot be different.

Mostly when one talks against power and beauty
There is every chance that he is supported
By envy or jealousy or helplessness.

The influence of beauty and power,
You have to overcome;
Than resist with words and talks…

One should talk and practice non-violence,
When he is strong and powerful.
When he is a lion.

Being a goat or sheep, to talk non-violence
Will be considered as a part of
Fear and helplessness or escapism....

Eggs are not stones and Master is not a Mad

What to write..?
Nothing ,
If you are in front of me
To hear my talk
And to feel my breath.

Then what to talk..?
Nothing,
Especially if your talk
Is mine too.

I will stop talking
Once you start
And I feel it is mine too.

God and truth
Are mine and yours as well
As equally.

******

Man gives, like a mad,
To any one in any direction.

Woman carries them
To make the man to be a wise master.

And she will lay, what he gives,
In practice and movement
As a little cute baby.

Eggs are made to be chicks
To show master’s words are not mere stones.

And to show they are seeds
That can sprout and
Have roots down
And branches up.

*******
Seeking, you can.
But what are you seeking …?
Me or something from me…..?

Take care of your first leaf,
That comes after, and shows,
The seed has sprouted.

If this one first leaf is lost or spoiled
The whole potential in the seed and its sprouting
Is lost and spoiled.

Give it, its own time,
Take care of that first one leaf
With utmost attention.

Don’t imitate the big trees in withering the leaves,
In your this early stage of first leaf.

For sure, when you are enough grown up on your own,
Like a tree, the master, which you will by yourself,
By making yourself to be a master,
You can send thousands of leaves together down
With much more fruits and flowers too

***************************

Dear Noufal.
No gap is a gap
And no emptiness is an emptiness

Empty is full too
And silence will sound big
Giving what we call “sound”
The space and background
To have its presence and meaning.

Dear Noufal ....,
It is the gap and empty space in, out and around
Giving the picture its picture look and shape
And the words, their meaning.

So, I am sure
We were never alone without the company of each other;
But were giving more meaning to each other
With the gap and emptiness
Filled in between and around

Dear Noufal …..,
Looking for immediate,
You can use a seed only once, one time,
Frying or without frying.

But, getting the same useless for the time being,
And hence letting one to unknown and uncared for longer time,
It will have its own space of sprouting
And will become a tree with thousands of such seeds.


Seed is a seed in its minimum
But is a tree/plant in its maximum
With the potential of giving uncountable thousands of such seeds.

It is so needed to be repeated again and again

You have put it very simply and beautifully.

But the feeling of mine and their ?

There starts the problem.

Every one has this
No one wants to realize they are all reflecting
Or are made to be an instrument for the time being....
To handle or manage or reflect.

We can be playing
Meanwhile, watching the same our play while we play....

A child is very serious about his toys.
But when he reaches a position of observing him
He starts avoiding those toys....
Or realizes the silliness of those toys.

Through the attachment and being possessive
We may think that we have got something and someone as ours.

But who can own and what can be owned?

We all will equally be only passing by here.

But, just for that thinking of attachment and possession
We will lose the entire world around and all in it,
And will be obstructed from smooth passing by…..
Needing more of births for moksha…

I don’t say you are wrong.

You are cent per cent, but relatively….

*************
Yes it is the case,
So, the fighting and quarrel remains
Based on illusory feel of differences.

It is so needed to be repeated again and again that

No one wants to recognize a fact
That, from the same soil/earth
Can come different taste of Mango, orange and tamarind

That from the same ocean
Can anyone take the water he wants
In the pot he has

Flow of Moksha / into novelties of Paradise. Uninfluenced

As for the influences….

I have been taught and brought up only in a pure Islamic atmosphere
With a chance of getting very good Islamic awareness.
Never I have had a chance to go through Hindu Vedas and scriptures
In my childhood or in my youth.
I too might have read
What ordinarily all others would have read.
So, never the issue of influence or undue influence comes in.

But, to reach the same destination/conclusion,
One has not to take the same path of others.
5+5 can be ten.
2+8 and 4+6 and 10+0 also can be ten,
Without being influenced by 5+5.

So, no issue of influence (of taking same path of others) arises….
But same God and truth is reached by all
Even if they make their journey through different paths.

When we reach a destination/conclusion,
We can simply consider
That we too reached such a destination.

Reaching destination by oneself
Has not to be termed as getting influenced...
(Even if others have reached there before him)
It is only our reaching where we have to reach finally.
Some may get delayed, some get stuck on the way
For many reason.

That is why even according to Islam,
One may take thousands of birth in the Hell
To reach the same destination / paradise - Moksha,
Which others have attained before.

Rebirths are to erase your actions/karma and its results.

And to emancipated is
To reach the Paradise/moksha of permanence.

So, this is an Islamic norm too,
Which most of the people do not or could not understand
In their mistaken way of defining the hell and paradise only physically.

It is true,
We are all influenced by our birth, bringing up, surrounding,
Each moment and each event of life
That takes place in and around us.

The food we eat influences and builds us.
The sight we see and conversation we make, all influence us.

But such influences should not cause stagnancy.
We should live/filter in such a way that
We will unmake ourselves.
Like each cell die and new cells come in each moment.

We will dis-inform us and undo ourselves (our past) as well.
We will go through a path, but being not stuck.
And path will go through us as well,
Without being stuck in us.

Then only is it a real flow.

Flow of Moksha / into novelties of Paradise.
Never repeating and never having to feel
Boring and monotonous.
Ever in the state in which we are.
Without having to feel any conflict or friction.

So, in the path of our freedom and realization,
We will have to unmake and undo many things.

If being known confines us,
We will have better to choose to be unknown.
So that it will not stop our smooth passing by/ wayfaring.

If, being respected and recognized
Obstructs our wayfaring,
We should be prepared to be
Disrespected and unrecognized,
So, that you will never be influenced and stuck.

Then,
You will ever be just passing by
Like a good wayfarer
Considering every shelter you seek or make
Only as a wayside (Vazhiyoram)
During your passing by through different,
But one and same, path

Thanking you once again for being in touch
And breathing in and out.

Awaiting to hear more and more from you

Setting up a Nest

Setting up a nest, a wayfarer's tent,
With the great knowledge
That we all will
Only pass by here
And will take final shelter or nest
With the same one
From where and from whom we started
And have a illusory feeling of separation,
Is really great.

All our efforts are
To return to the beginning
Of no beginning

To be one with the one
Not to be one.

Sorrows and Sadness

Forgetfulness is a great blessing,
It allows life to continue smoothly....

But not all kinds of forgetfulness will be appreciated...
As helping the continuity of life of relationships...

Birth and death are just God's (life's) breathing in and out
And it is in death, life takes its cradle
To play all its plays.
Death is a kind of rain,
That, beyond our reasons,
Makes the life more fertile and continuing.

Like I feel and happen to say every time,
The formal words can’t cure the real wounds,
Like the water in picture can’t quench the real thirst
And it can't fill the gap that is really in.

The sorrows and sadness
Finds its roots deep into to the very life
That we all live for the same cause and reason
Our fore-fathers were living or have lived.

Shaking cold water, You can't make it boiling

I was thinking about calling you.

But since I was and am flying myself,
And as it is easy for me to see and talk with you,
During my such flights,
Whenever and wherever I want,

I thought, better, not to call you, at least now.

So, don't worry...
For sure, I will be in continuous touch.
As also I want to hear you more and more
Than one or two short line of your breathing.

After all, this is our inhaling and exhaling
To live ourselves.

So, to be more living, healthier and happier,
Please breath in and out well,
Purposelessly,
With enough strength and interest
In enough uncountable numbers.

Prayer is not in prayer,
But in your actions and efforts.
Each your breathing in and out
Is a prayer in each fraction of each second,
And continuity of life is the answer given to it.

Brooding over the eggs,
Chicks will be the answer to such an effort.

The sound of boiling water should be your prayer.
No extra effort of aping.
If you are hot enough
Automatically you will get boiled,
And that is your prayer.

Shaking cold water
You can't make it boiling…..

If your body is hot
That heat of your body
Is its prayer,
And sweating will become an answer to it.

No, prayer is without an answer with and in it
And no question is without a reply in and with it.

Digging is your prayer and question.
And what you have dug, the well,
Is the answer to that your question and prayer.

If a mango seed is a question,
Answer of mango tree is hidden therein.
Not outside it.
Its own becoming of mango tree
Is its answer.
Not an answer imposed from outside
To be carried over its shoulder.
It is only its evolving through.

Only you have to use maximum
The elasticity of each fate and destiny,
The seed.

And without seeing this elasticity of each seed and situation
Please don’t curse your fate and destiny.

Fate is only a seed
With the inbuilt potential of becoming a tree.

Your good mother is living now as one with God. Loving Him

Formal words can’t cure the real wounds,
Like the water in picture can’t quench the real thirst.

Death is beyond all formalities
And takes all the dresses of formalities out.

Dear .....,
Don’t be afraid of God at all,
Rather be knowing and loving him.

To be afraid of God and after death
Is to be doubtful of God
And is equal to limiting God
To the relativities.

With doubts and fear
You can’t go near God.
Without going near, then
How to know and love God?

Just understand
God understand us and ours
More than we understand us and ours,
And more than we can ever understand us and ours.

Just understand
God understand us and ours
And more than we understand God and God’s
And more than we can ever understand God and God’s.

Your mother is in and with God, the eternal.
In the very safe wings of the eternity, God.
No foul plays will happen there.
Nothing she will have to depend on.

So, don’t worry at all.

God is not there to punish
One who is helpless and week.

God is not waiting for one until the death
To get the chance of getting him/her alone.

If he wanted he can punish us even before death.

Even otherwise,
It is the life with limited knowledge and understanding,
A big punishment.

With no doubt,
I would let you know that
Your good mother is
Living now as one with God.

Loving him

With regards,

Raheem

One can be really courageous only when ......

It is really great to see someone ever open,
Allowing anyone to get in and get out,
With no worries and fear.

One can be really courageous,
Only when he is convinced that there is nothing to be stolen
From him or his (house or palace or anything).

A stealer or thief becomes a thief or a stealer,
Only when he mistakenly happens to go after others
Without seeing it is there in him and in his (house or palace or anything).

**************

No Problem at all……
You can call me any name.
Name will not change the content.
Orange will be only an orange
Even if you call it with the name of Apple

The way you like it to call……. you can call

Whatever be and whoever be
It is only what is and the state which is....,
Who/which has no definition,
Hence free of and from and to all....

The dress of formality won’t go for long.
An orange, which you buy by seeing its skin,
Will be eaten up without the skin.
The very first thing you will do, before really tasting it, is
To peel its skin off.

The real experience of life is,
Beyond the skins and dresses of formality,
With no covers and dresses.

The skin of formality have nothing to do
With what is in core.

Just to protect
And to be thrown out.

There is a sweet in your pocket - Don’t pour water into well

(Sorry for not being able to respond soon,
As I told you, the office was too busy with its work.
And never think I am busy.
I am purposelessly not busy - A Fool)

I can understand you
The way you understand yourself,
Especially as the life (what you call God)
Being same in all.

So, whatever I say to you
You can take
As your say to yourself;
Not as a preaching
Or a hearing from external tongue.

Just your looking into
And hearing from you.

Anything that is digested,
Becomes one with the body.
You can’t smell or taste them
As oranges or apples once they get digested
And is in your body as your body.
Only you will remain.
Neither the master nor the disciple.
The same egg will become
Chick, then hen or cock,
Without giving chance to egg to remain,
Rather giving chance for more of such
Eggs and chicks to come again.

I am not writing to you
Because I want to write
And you to read it.
Rather I want to make sure
You understands you;
Not me.
Just I am aiming you to touch
What is already in you.
Just letting you know there is a sweet in your pocket
And you to take it.

That is all in relationships too,
Including Master disciple,
Mother - child
And man - woman.

A mother gives birth to a child,
Not only to keep that child as a child for ever,
But to make and see
That the child also become a mother or father,
Which is there in everybody.

Each one’s growth will bring out
What he has in him.
So, to grow, each one is seeking
To realize what he is for
And what the meaning has, as word uttered.

If it is not there in you,
No one can get it for you.
A man never gives his opposite sex any orgasm.
Only he helps her to reach it and realize
As it is there in hers already.

When one digs for well,
He does not pour water into it
To make it a well.
Rather, what he has dug,
By itself becomes a well,
Just because it has water in/under it.
So, digging is to seek and see
What is already inside there.

For sure, if you
Happen to understand me and what I say,
I would say,
You are understanding you.
If you cannot understand yourself,
You can’t understand me too.
Only I am becoming a tool
To make you understand yourself
Like the context, with no special meaning,
Give the picture its meaning and beauty.

No one is troubled by external,
Rather they are disturbed by internal
And put blame for the same on external
Using their power and position.
The enemy inside is more dangerous
Than the enemy outside.
You can’t have no escape.

The gap you feel as unnecessary is not unnecessary.
Such gaps, which you may feel silly and wasting
Are not silly and wasting.
It is these gaps, that is giving a word
Its existence and meaning,
A sentence its existence and meaning,
A paragraph and lesson
Its existence and meaning.
So, without such gaps, thought to be unnecessary and silly,
Necessary and meaningful things and words
Can’t have its meaning and beauty.

A picture is picture
Because there are gaps in and around it.
Otherwise it will be only a drop of paint or dirt.


One can solve, and one is solving too,
Any kind of problems and riddles,
But the one real.
Himself or herself.
It is mostly he/she goes after the other external
Problems and riddles
Just to escape from and forget this
Big riddle and problem
Of his/her self.

That is why he/she happens to say,
When he/she happens to be alone
Only with himself (God),
As very boring and dreadful.

He can’t face the big problems of himself.

God too is for him
To seek more and more of selfish external desire;
Not to seek and meet him.

On his way to seek and meet God,
Either he is afraid
Or he gets bored.
Just because he finds too much gap,
Only gaps of loneliness and no-action,
To be able to read
Only one word,
God
Truth
His self.

I have only one say. That way, you can be enlightened too....

I have only one say.

Please don't run within the running train.

It won't put the train in more speed.

Nor it will change the direction of the train.

Rather you will get depressed and exhausted.

And you won't be able
To know and get down at
The station where you want to....
And move further from there onwards...

So, be relaxed and passively watching,

With no purposes.

Purposes are with edges on both sides
It will offend us and others as well
And will tire all.

So, watch out to see and experience more.
Observe and absorb.

Don't think you are alone.
We are all there with you in this world
With the same strains, stresses, pains and pressures.

And whatever the pain and pressures
You/we are taking and facing now,
Are not yours or ours only.

Those pressures and pains are of all.
It is of the face of the whole world and life therein.
And you/we happen to become, luckily,
Like mirrors to reflect them for all.

That way, if you want to be,
You can be enlightened too....


Hope I can hear from you more and more....

Flow of Novelties

Feeling something sometimes.
Good.
Jus because of spontaneous way of reacting.

Changing this feeling and wants
From time to time.
Good.
Just because of spontaneous way of reacting.

So, the flow happens,
With no kinds of inhibitions.
Being in the state in which it is (or we are),
With no conflicts and frictions.
Purposelessly
Flowing only into novelties;
Never having to face repetition,
Never being monotonous,
Never stored with old and told
And completely undone and unmade ever.

**************

But, to regret about the past feelings and wants
Would prove
Past feelings and wants were
Not real feeling and wants.
Breathing was not real breathing.
It was done for someone
As it is even now being done for some one.

Mostly, people live for their image in the mirror,
Though they don’t agree to this fact.
They are more outwardly, than inwardly.
Inwardly they are hollow
And to escape from this hollow feeling
Or to avoid facing of this hollowness,
They get more and more engaged with outward
And they become more and more outwardly.
Dirt and burden of these
Outward engagements and outwardliness
Get them lost of their mirror nature.
So, they don’t reflect,
Ccan't make themselves to be like mirror,
And, thereby, they can’t have their own
Or anyone's or anything's image in themselves.
They become lost from themselves and God;
But become as prisoners to the outward/external,
which really do not exist by itself.

And the mirror (the outward mirror – society or system), senseless,
Which doesn’t exist or stand by itself,
Doesn’t do anything wrong against any.

Still, if the images in the mirror happens to be bad
They start regretting, tensioning
And start to divert this regret and tension
As blame on the mirror.
And they tend to destroy/deny this mirror.
They don’t look into
As to what they really were
And what they really want.
They make their mistake as mirror’s mistake.

They did’t have to want anything.
And everything on this earth, needed for them,
Were and are given free, without need.
Be it air, water, light, soil, etc.
The real basis of all the life.

Still they exert a lot
And make too much effort to live physically,
Rather, to survive physically.

******** *****
But one has to be spontaneous
And have to react spontaneous,

I don't mean to react by physic.

Physicality and physical way of reacting
Enslaves one more to the karmas,
To the habits and its repercussions.
That will enslave him to be more and more materialistic
With more and more of insecurity feeling .

But, one has to react spiritually
To enable the flow really happen and continue.
To flow like meditating.
Attached, but not attached.
Detached, but not detached.
To pass through and by
Like a wayfarer,
Without being ever stuck in the path;
Or never the path being stuck in him.
Neither owning nor owned.
Neither possessing nor possessed.

Only then the flow happens.
Otherwise, it will cause big stagnancy.
Which people happen to say of their life,
In other words,
As troublesome, monotonous, boring.....

Flow will not have time and chance to feel boring.
It won’t have time to look back.
The moment it tends to look back
The flow will get stopped,
It will lose itself.
Chaos of Karma will be the result.
It will be trapped in the cycles of karma
Of going back and coming back.
Forgetting and remembering.

So, as for the real flow of enlightenment,
There is no sometime and something.
Every time the same feel and experience of flowing.

To have every time the same feel and experience
Won't mean
To have the repetition.
It is a state of being in the sate it is (we are).
Every time with novelties.
With no question of new and old,
With no question of bad and Good,
With no question of wrong and right.
So, no regret, for sometime and something,
After sometime and something.

Nothing but fullness.

Nothing...?

It is true.
It is nothing.
Before and after it is nothing.

But in between
Feeling of having something.

And nothingness is
Nothing but fullness.
God, Pra-brahma.

The problem and mistake is with us.
We depend on others,
Who (others) are just shadows like us,
And blame the shadows, including us.

No one is because of and by themselves,
Except the one absolute and ultimate....
Except seeking the self.
If so, why should one depend on others
To seek and see the meaning of his life?

Going after others,
And looking at and depending on others
Will cause us only deviate from
Seeking and meeting the self
And thereby the absolute and ultimate....

Going after others is equal to
Increasing our desires and dreams,
With no clear cut idea or perception,
……, the mere cause of deviation and trap of Maya,
Which will cause us do more of karmas
Out of nucleus and orbit
To cause us face more of its repercussions….

We will be become like a child on the street
Hijacked by some magic of a magician
Forgetting that he is out of his house
To buy some pappad for his mother.

No one loves the other, except himself.
One can’t love other than himself.
Out of his love for himself, his life, the life, God,
He may like or dislike others and other things (shadows).
Basically to smoothen the path of his life or travel.

So don’t mistake this liking or disliking
As the absolute love…..
What we see as liking, disliking, hatred, enmity, etc….
Are love, but part of love….

When we love ourselves
We are loving life and God.
But loving God is not becoming possessive
Of possessions we have.

Loving God will make us for sure
To seek our start and end with God.
To seek and make the meaning for life.

Wrong Dialing Of A Number

Please don't worry.
You will be in a good and right place.

It is not because of our thinking and planning
Everything happens in our favor
And we are in good and right place.

Seeds do not sprout or sun doesn't rise
Because of our thinking and planning.

Sky doesn't rain and river doesn't flow
Because of our planning and thinking

Our own heart doesn't pulsate and
Stomach doesn't digest
Because of our thinking and planning

And just we are materially in good position
Will not mean we are in good position.

A prisoner is well protected by walls and security.
Nothing he has to worry about.

He has not to think and plan
For his food and stay,
For which, in usual case,
Everyone is in struggle and strife in his life.

Still, (no one considers too),
A Prisoner is not in a good position.

Mostly, it is our such thoughts and plans
Working as the reason and obstacles
Disabling us from reaching
The real good conclusion and destination.

Like our wrong dialing of a number.

It is not switched off. It is open - A letter

My mobile phone is not switched off.
It is open.
But, don't know
Whether the openness, in its absolute sense,
Is equal to closedness?

Like in the case of Para-Brahma………..

Open and everywhere.
But closed and nowhere,
With and in each self.


********* *******


Hope, by mistake,
You did not dial wrong too.

Otherwise, I don't see any other reason
For not being able to access.

This is to say, in other way,
Every one is in the reach
And is with the Para-Brahma.
But no one feels or realizes that
He is, and he is with, the Para-Brahma.

So is every one in ever seeking;
Without meeting
Unless he puts a mirror
And be ready and able to find himself
With an understanding that he is he.


See the magic of Maya………..

In one of my earlier mails,
I too have given you my number,
Missing one digit.

People all miss in their thinking and feeling
One or many digits….
And complain about not reaching
The right conclusion and destination.

Missing of one digit would be
More than enough
To get one astrayed,
Hijacked by the gimmicks of magic.

So, please check and try again and again


********* *******

Yes, Sangeetha,
With a name that sounds and means music
And musicality of given life,
The product of Providence,
Tall and strong, positive and cheerful,
Hailing from …………….., if I am right....


One can pretend as forgetting, as a claim,
If he doesn’t like such memories.
But, for being without roots down (past)
Or branches up (present/future)
It will give him more of pressure
And take from him more of his positive energy
Making him unable to withstand
The passing of very simple breeze or wind.


And
How will it be possible for one to delete
All years,
Of one's total countable physical life period,
Out of his memory?


************ ************


I don't know as to what went wrong
With all of our batch
To be this much disconnected
And be least touched and influenced by this long years.

No one seems to have had any deep-rooted links,
Touching experiences,
Other than the claims without flames,
Withstanding the light of reality,
Penetrating facts,
Except the formal balloony one, of formality sake,
That burst, any time,
When they happen to be face to face
With the light or thorn of reality.

I don’t know whether any one really lived
This long years relationship
By giving his breath into this relationship

Without breathing (exchanging) in and out
How can one be living?
And how the relationship can be surviving?

The breathing that relationship would require
Is the exchange of feelings and thoughts
Of each to the other.

Once this breathing in and out is stopped, as usual,
The relationship will be dead
And will remain just physically, without support of life,
Decomposed with stench and worms.


Thanks a lot for being in touch.
Hope this will be for continuous
Inhaling and exhaling
And hope other more of your team
Will come to this line of breathing in and out
To live, pretendedly much forgotten, relationship


With thanks and great regards

To hear more and more .....

**************

SIMPLY DEVAS AND ANGELS

Master!
What are you doing?

“Something or other”.

Master!
For what you are doing those things?

“Just because I am living
Or because I want to live
Or because I want to ensure I am alive”

Master!
Are you doing for your own
And by your own?

“No.
Mostly for others
Under the commands
Or supervisions of other”

Master!
Then, where and how are you living your life?

“In trials.
Doing things for others,
Under the commands or supervision of others”.

So, Master!
What does this mean?

“Each one’s becoming
Angel or Deva to each other.”

Master! How?

“When one orders
The ordering one automatically becomes Deva
And you are his angel to get his things done.
Everyone one is one or other way
Ordering and ordered.
Requiring and required.
With no exception.
Expect the life as whole,
God.

Master! So……?

When you do feed cattle
You are becoming to them
Angel and Deva together
And get its thing done.

So, Master!
What should I see…?

“See, how simply is
The life, the real God,
Making and changing every one to be
The Devas and angels.

See how life or God
Is creating the world
Only with the Devas and angels.
Making
None in this universe to be
Other than
The Devas and angels.
Known or unknown.”

So, Master!
You mean to say
A car too is God’ creation…..?

Yes,
God’s (life’s) creation.
Through you.
The Deva or angel of life or God.