Thursday, May 28, 2009

Flow of Novelties

Feeling something sometimes.
Good.
Jus because of spontaneous way of reacting.

Changing this feeling and wants
From time to time.
Good.
Just because of spontaneous way of reacting.

So, the flow happens,
With no kinds of inhibitions.
Being in the state in which it is (or we are),
With no conflicts and frictions.
Purposelessly
Flowing only into novelties;
Never having to face repetition,
Never being monotonous,
Never stored with old and told
And completely undone and unmade ever.

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But, to regret about the past feelings and wants
Would prove
Past feelings and wants were
Not real feeling and wants.
Breathing was not real breathing.
It was done for someone
As it is even now being done for some one.

Mostly, people live for their image in the mirror,
Though they don’t agree to this fact.
They are more outwardly, than inwardly.
Inwardly they are hollow
And to escape from this hollow feeling
Or to avoid facing of this hollowness,
They get more and more engaged with outward
And they become more and more outwardly.
Dirt and burden of these
Outward engagements and outwardliness
Get them lost of their mirror nature.
So, they don’t reflect,
Ccan't make themselves to be like mirror,
And, thereby, they can’t have their own
Or anyone's or anything's image in themselves.
They become lost from themselves and God;
But become as prisoners to the outward/external,
which really do not exist by itself.

And the mirror (the outward mirror – society or system), senseless,
Which doesn’t exist or stand by itself,
Doesn’t do anything wrong against any.

Still, if the images in the mirror happens to be bad
They start regretting, tensioning
And start to divert this regret and tension
As blame on the mirror.
And they tend to destroy/deny this mirror.
They don’t look into
As to what they really were
And what they really want.
They make their mistake as mirror’s mistake.

They did’t have to want anything.
And everything on this earth, needed for them,
Were and are given free, without need.
Be it air, water, light, soil, etc.
The real basis of all the life.

Still they exert a lot
And make too much effort to live physically,
Rather, to survive physically.

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But one has to be spontaneous
And have to react spontaneous,

I don't mean to react by physic.

Physicality and physical way of reacting
Enslaves one more to the karmas,
To the habits and its repercussions.
That will enslave him to be more and more materialistic
With more and more of insecurity feeling .

But, one has to react spiritually
To enable the flow really happen and continue.
To flow like meditating.
Attached, but not attached.
Detached, but not detached.
To pass through and by
Like a wayfarer,
Without being ever stuck in the path;
Or never the path being stuck in him.
Neither owning nor owned.
Neither possessing nor possessed.

Only then the flow happens.
Otherwise, it will cause big stagnancy.
Which people happen to say of their life,
In other words,
As troublesome, monotonous, boring.....

Flow will not have time and chance to feel boring.
It won’t have time to look back.
The moment it tends to look back
The flow will get stopped,
It will lose itself.
Chaos of Karma will be the result.
It will be trapped in the cycles of karma
Of going back and coming back.
Forgetting and remembering.

So, as for the real flow of enlightenment,
There is no sometime and something.
Every time the same feel and experience of flowing.

To have every time the same feel and experience
Won't mean
To have the repetition.
It is a state of being in the sate it is (we are).
Every time with novelties.
With no question of new and old,
With no question of bad and Good,
With no question of wrong and right.
So, no regret, for sometime and something,
After sometime and something.

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