Flow of Novelties

Feeling something sometimes.
Good.
Jus because of spontaneous way of reacting.

Changing this feeling and wants
From time to time.
Good.
Just because of spontaneous way of reacting.

So, the flow happens,
With no kinds of inhibitions.
Being in the state in which it is (or we are),
With no conflicts and frictions.
Purposelessly
Flowing only into novelties;
Never having to face repetition,
Never being monotonous,
Never stored with old and told
And completely undone and unmade ever.

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But, to regret about the past feelings and wants
Would prove
Past feelings and wants were
Not real feeling and wants.
Breathing was not real breathing.
It was done for someone
As it is even now being done for some one.

Mostly, people live for their image in the mirror,
Though they don’t agree to this fact.
They are more outwardly, than inwardly.
Inwardly they are hollow
And to escape from this hollow feeling
Or to avoid facing of this hollowness,
They get more and more engaged with outward
And they become more and more outwardly.
Dirt and burden of these
Outward engagements and outwardliness
Get them lost of their mirror nature.
So, they don’t reflect,
Ccan't make themselves to be like mirror,
And, thereby, they can’t have their own
Or anyone's or anything's image in themselves.
They become lost from themselves and God;
But become as prisoners to the outward/external,
which really do not exist by itself.

And the mirror (the outward mirror – society or system), senseless,
Which doesn’t exist or stand by itself,
Doesn’t do anything wrong against any.

Still, if the images in the mirror happens to be bad
They start regretting, tensioning
And start to divert this regret and tension
As blame on the mirror.
And they tend to destroy/deny this mirror.
They don’t look into
As to what they really were
And what they really want.
They make their mistake as mirror’s mistake.

They did’t have to want anything.
And everything on this earth, needed for them,
Were and are given free, without need.
Be it air, water, light, soil, etc.
The real basis of all the life.

Still they exert a lot
And make too much effort to live physically,
Rather, to survive physically.

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But one has to be spontaneous
And have to react spontaneous,

I don't mean to react by physic.

Physicality and physical way of reacting
Enslaves one more to the karmas,
To the habits and its repercussions.
That will enslave him to be more and more materialistic
With more and more of insecurity feeling .

But, one has to react spiritually
To enable the flow really happen and continue.
To flow like meditating.
Attached, but not attached.
Detached, but not detached.
To pass through and by
Like a wayfarer,
Without being ever stuck in the path;
Or never the path being stuck in him.
Neither owning nor owned.
Neither possessing nor possessed.

Only then the flow happens.
Otherwise, it will cause big stagnancy.
Which people happen to say of their life,
In other words,
As troublesome, monotonous, boring.....

Flow will not have time and chance to feel boring.
It won’t have time to look back.
The moment it tends to look back
The flow will get stopped,
It will lose itself.
Chaos of Karma will be the result.
It will be trapped in the cycles of karma
Of going back and coming back.
Forgetting and remembering.

So, as for the real flow of enlightenment,
There is no sometime and something.
Every time the same feel and experience of flowing.

To have every time the same feel and experience
Won't mean
To have the repetition.
It is a state of being in the sate it is (we are).
Every time with novelties.
With no question of new and old,
With no question of bad and Good,
With no question of wrong and right.
So, no regret, for sometime and something,
After sometime and something.

Nothing but fullness.

Nothing...?

It is true.
It is nothing.
Before and after it is nothing.

But in between
Feeling of having something.

And nothingness is
Nothing but fullness.
God, Pra-brahma.

The problem and mistake is with us.
We depend on others,
Who (others) are just shadows like us,
And blame the shadows, including us.

No one is because of and by themselves,
Except the one absolute and ultimate....
Except seeking the self.
If so, why should one depend on others
To seek and see the meaning of his life?

Going after others,
And looking at and depending on others
Will cause us only deviate from
Seeking and meeting the self
And thereby the absolute and ultimate....

Going after others is equal to
Increasing our desires and dreams,
With no clear cut idea or perception,
……, the mere cause of deviation and trap of Maya,
Which will cause us do more of karmas
Out of nucleus and orbit
To cause us face more of its repercussions….

We will be become like a child on the street
Hijacked by some magic of a magician
Forgetting that he is out of his house
To buy some pappad for his mother.

No one loves the other, except himself.
One can’t love other than himself.
Out of his love for himself, his life, the life, God,
He may like or dislike others and other things (shadows).
Basically to smoothen the path of his life or travel.

So don’t mistake this liking or disliking
As the absolute love…..
What we see as liking, disliking, hatred, enmity, etc….
Are love, but part of love….

When we love ourselves
We are loving life and God.
But loving God is not becoming possessive
Of possessions we have.

Loving God will make us for sure
To seek our start and end with God.
To seek and make the meaning for life.

Wrong Dialing Of A Number

Please don't worry.
You will be in a good and right place.

It is not because of our thinking and planning
Everything happens in our favor
And we are in good and right place.

Seeds do not sprout or sun doesn't rise
Because of our thinking and planning.

Sky doesn't rain and river doesn't flow
Because of our planning and thinking

Our own heart doesn't pulsate and
Stomach doesn't digest
Because of our thinking and planning

And just we are materially in good position
Will not mean we are in good position.

A prisoner is well protected by walls and security.
Nothing he has to worry about.

He has not to think and plan
For his food and stay,
For which, in usual case,
Everyone is in struggle and strife in his life.

Still, (no one considers too),
A Prisoner is not in a good position.

Mostly, it is our such thoughts and plans
Working as the reason and obstacles
Disabling us from reaching
The real good conclusion and destination.

Like our wrong dialing of a number.

It is not switched off. It is open - A letter

My mobile phone is not switched off.
It is open.
But, don't know
Whether the openness, in its absolute sense,
Is equal to closedness?

Like in the case of Para-Brahma………..

Open and everywhere.
But closed and nowhere,
With and in each self.


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Hope, by mistake,
You did not dial wrong too.

Otherwise, I don't see any other reason
For not being able to access.

This is to say, in other way,
Every one is in the reach
And is with the Para-Brahma.
But no one feels or realizes that
He is, and he is with, the Para-Brahma.

So is every one in ever seeking;
Without meeting
Unless he puts a mirror
And be ready and able to find himself
With an understanding that he is he.


See the magic of Maya………..

In one of my earlier mails,
I too have given you my number,
Missing one digit.

People all miss in their thinking and feeling
One or many digits….
And complain about not reaching
The right conclusion and destination.

Missing of one digit would be
More than enough
To get one astrayed,
Hijacked by the gimmicks of magic.

So, please check and try again and again


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Yes, Sangeetha,
With a name that sounds and means music
And musicality of given life,
The product of Providence,
Tall and strong, positive and cheerful,
Hailing from …………….., if I am right....


One can pretend as forgetting, as a claim,
If he doesn’t like such memories.
But, for being without roots down (past)
Or branches up (present/future)
It will give him more of pressure
And take from him more of his positive energy
Making him unable to withstand
The passing of very simple breeze or wind.


And
How will it be possible for one to delete
All years,
Of one's total countable physical life period,
Out of his memory?


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I don't know as to what went wrong
With all of our batch
To be this much disconnected
And be least touched and influenced by this long years.

No one seems to have had any deep-rooted links,
Touching experiences,
Other than the claims without flames,
Withstanding the light of reality,
Penetrating facts,
Except the formal balloony one, of formality sake,
That burst, any time,
When they happen to be face to face
With the light or thorn of reality.

I don’t know whether any one really lived
This long years relationship
By giving his breath into this relationship

Without breathing (exchanging) in and out
How can one be living?
And how the relationship can be surviving?

The breathing that relationship would require
Is the exchange of feelings and thoughts
Of each to the other.

Once this breathing in and out is stopped, as usual,
The relationship will be dead
And will remain just physically, without support of life,
Decomposed with stench and worms.


Thanks a lot for being in touch.
Hope this will be for continuous
Inhaling and exhaling
And hope other more of your team
Will come to this line of breathing in and out
To live, pretendedly much forgotten, relationship


With thanks and great regards

To hear more and more .....

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SIMPLY DEVAS AND ANGELS

Master!
What are you doing?

“Something or other”.

Master!
For what you are doing those things?

“Just because I am living
Or because I want to live
Or because I want to ensure I am alive”

Master!
Are you doing for your own
And by your own?

“No.
Mostly for others
Under the commands
Or supervisions of other”

Master!
Then, where and how are you living your life?

“In trials.
Doing things for others,
Under the commands or supervision of others”.

So, Master!
What does this mean?

“Each one’s becoming
Angel or Deva to each other.”

Master! How?

“When one orders
The ordering one automatically becomes Deva
And you are his angel to get his things done.
Everyone one is one or other way
Ordering and ordered.
Requiring and required.
With no exception.
Expect the life as whole,
God.

Master! So……?

When you do feed cattle
You are becoming to them
Angel and Deva together
And get its thing done.

So, Master!
What should I see…?

“See, how simply is
The life, the real God,
Making and changing every one to be
The Devas and angels.

See how life or God
Is creating the world
Only with the Devas and angels.
Making
None in this universe to be
Other than
The Devas and angels.
Known or unknown.”

So, Master!
You mean to say
A car too is God’ creation…..?

Yes,
God’s (life’s) creation.
Through you.
The Deva or angel of life or God.

Chatting - Surrendering

A chat - Surrendering

Listening beyond spelling/spelt words......
The enlightenment is:

To unlearn the self –
To go beyond all claims,
To be with the blame and flame of nothing
And to get burnt into and in front of the ultimate and absolute,
The one and only undefined and unconfined....
To know that we know nothing –
To touch the real and mere helplessness of
Our physical entity and beingness.

It is sweeter again to know that
The surrendering one is gaining the whole
And becomes one with the whole.

So, neither he surrenders
Nor any one gets him surrendered.

Rather he is becoming one with the one who,
He thought was, commanding his surrendering.

To him flow all the water
Like the water from mountains flow
Down to the valleys....

Valleys only hold the water
With no claims of any height and show...

For, its surrendering,
With no ill-feeling of surrendering.

Again a letter, so causal.....To talk the talk of an unlearned

Hope doing fine.
Nothing could I hear more
After you have returned.

As a matter of fact
There should be a lot to say for one
When he returns
Unles he happens to lose his tongue/language
To describe it
As it happens with the enlightenment.

That is why a real enlightened one
Happens to say
To any one who comes visiting him
To hear from him new revelations

"I had a lot
And I had thought of
Revealing all those to you,
From the heights of my journey.

But when I decided to come back,
And especially
When I reached among you,
I lost my tongue,
The medium of mere communication".

So, to heear from you a lot more,
I am here as a little child,
The simple, humble unlearned one,
To learn how to talk.

To talk the talks of an unlearned.

with kind regards.......