Birthday for a life to die

My birth days have never been taken serious
As I was the tenth son, in a poor family
Of highly scholarly father who did not believe
In any of this for many of his own reasons.

So, done the same breathing in and out

Today, and
From today onwards, too
The same.

Withering and flowering
For the same meaning

Life being the life’s strategy,
Or God being God’s Strategy,
It has no other play, player,
Play ground and play-items & tools.

Life, with the other name “God”,
Has no births and deaths.

So, never born and dead am I too.

Rather I am born and dying
Each and every moment.

Gone is dead.

Undergoing is life,
The other name of dying process.

And what is expected to gain is
Life to die
Or the life of dying.

Life is the way you take it.

Life is
The way you take it.

Like water...

It can fit into any shape and form....

It will show any color.

It will give any taste....

It will flow to any direction.

And the way it goes up
It will come down too

Making all equally same..

And the truth and God
Are not different either.

HELPLESSNESS..... THY NAME IS INTELLIGENCE/AWARENESS

Anyone’s real fix is:

The fix of living or having to live
For living means,

Or of living or having to live
For the jobs of securing living means,

Or of living or having to live to see
The life or living means
Are secure.

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Anyone’s real fix is:

The fix of identifying,
Or having to identify himself
In and with a job,

Which, he is made to do
To earn and secure his living means
For physical survival.


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Thought:

Drop the ideas for good reasons....

To get lost of senses and its dictations, and

And to be free from being
Confined to or defined by
The senses and its dictations.

Just to live in and with
The flow and spontaneity.


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Didn’t know the development....
Made by the physic and its senses...
Within a very short while....
Making me too to be its prisoner.


Good ….. done.... and decided ...
To live in and with the flow.

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Hearing the soul...

Proceeding.

Listening...
And engaged in and with life..., God.

Life of spontaneity or disorder.
Order of disorder.
Attachment of detachment.
Color of no-color.
Reason of no-reason.


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Reading….,
The way it is.
So are the questions…. this way....
Affirmative ….

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Trying ….
To discourage from dedicating
The soul to the physic and its aspiration.

Knowing the factual/actual need of spirit....
No-need.

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Physical situations are
Beyond calculations and assumptions.

The physic misleads and abuses the spirit.


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What one is undergoing ,
Or is made to undergo,
For physic
Is called life....,

Without being pre-defined,
And without being able to merge.

As an alien conqueror.
With a feel of separation.

Separating the finger;
To see the finger doesn’t
Remain to be a finger
Once it is separated.

Rather, gets rotten soon.


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Nothing to think…
Dropped the dreams.

The dictating dreams
The imprisoning dreams;

Returning home...., to God
Substituting all other
Targets and plans....


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How many years more,
As an alien, on this earth
One can stay..., for physic….?

Cruel is human’s destiny…!!!
Very cruel is the ways of his living !!!


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Even the donkeys never had to work,
Or had been made to work,
Except for humans,
Like humans for themselves.


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Spirit is a mirage.
Then, why not physic too….?

Not more than three days
Can physic remain intact.


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The question of constant income!!!


The physic, an alien expatriate, is
Stopped from returning home ....,
From submitting to soul, meaning.

What and for what ?
No defining plain.....

It will continue to be
Changing to higher and higher....

Lowering the soul, meaning,
To the lower and lower.


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Physic is the slave
And the soul, meaning, is the master.

The physic’s rule over the soul is
The slave’s rule over the Master.


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Qualification to succeed
As a physical being is
To lose the soul, meaning.
Or to rule over the soul,
The meaning. Silencing it.


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Unqualified ones reach and rule,
With their strain, the good positions, material....

And those with good awareness/intelligence,
For the reason of awareness or intelligence,
Get misguided and wander....

So are the questions.


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Very tough for intelligent/aware ones
To live and survive.... physically.

Can’t compromise…
For the reason of no-reason
Of soul, the meaning...

Can’t dedicate and worship...;
Would prefer to be a beggar

And any others, than them,
Will come up from other part...


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Strain and brain causes the rain……
Totally different rains....
As both in themselves contain rain....


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Those moving forward on/with strain,
Will have no questions and tensions...

So, with no wandering here and there...,
They will reach their target like tortoise...,


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Those of brilliance and awareness,
With the soul, meaning,
Will, physically, sleep here and there….

For the addictions of awareness, soul,
And the difference of opinion thereby

For not having material motivations,
Ideological or illusory or imaginary...
Created and supported for and by
The senses of physic.


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Those who strain
Never change their eyes
From the things they want.
And they never get distracted....


Thousands are the examples...
They would worship and can worship
Their boss and money.


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Those with awareness
Easily become helpless, physically...
For their consciousness and cautious nature,
And because they listen to themselves...

Those, who are aware,
Are calculative though...;
Calculations lead or mislead them away...
Of material reaching and earnings...


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And in material life,
Only material matters...


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Billionaires won’t stop, bored,
Their earning and yearning...

Meanwhile,
Even without being compelled by any force
(Including helplessness and escapism),
Those aware may start
From their very beginning,
To stop earning and burning process.

To make and decide enough is enough.

Though materially unsafe and unwise...
But helpless are they, but to decide so.

Helplessly, tend to decide and implement
The way they are....


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Intelligence/awareness is
A blessing as well as a curse....

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Those who are not intelligent/aware (lucky)
May not know,
In their dream and want to be intelligent/aware,
What all self imposed inner
Cyclones and twisters are
Undergone by an intelligent aware ones....
To avoid their physic.

How much they burn for their soul, meaning,
Because of the physic, they take up....

How much are they unable to cope up
With the external skinny physical world...

How much frictions and contradictions they face,
For the sake of physic and skin,
From their own soul and the world around them....

They are in war with themselves, first of all,
And then with the world around them
Till they reach and know
Physic and soul as,
And merge them to be,
One and the same.


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Intelligent/aware ones start to be aliens to
Their own physical selves
And then to the physical world around...

Till their such knowledge and merger.


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They can't understand as to why
One will have to live all his life
Only for making and earning a living
For physic....

Being unable to identify
With the external things and status...,

Afraid are they, so, to sell their soul
To buy the physic and physical aspirations...

Still, they become helpless and frustrated,
When the need of physic comes up...
And, towards the physical nature of life....


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There, are they made to be mad
To justify themselves in a wilder way...

There, are they made not to justify
The world around them in a wilder way...

Madness….
Poetry or literature or philosophy...


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They are basically helpless...

They can’t be professional.

They can't do every day the same.
T
hey would need things to be new and changing...

They flow and want to be in a flow of changes...

They are undergoing changes every now and then.

They will behave like aliens.

Still they have to live physically....
Just physically only...

Helplessness!!!!
Thy name is intelligence... Awareness…..


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The real fix of
Living to secure life and living
To see and make
Life and living are secure.

Life of physic
Taking away spirit and soul.


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Buddha or Jesus or Mohammed
Are not taken for
Physical life.

They are not depended herein
With confidence
No one follows them here.

So, they go to school, colleges,
Interviews and work place.
Just to get his living means

Soul is solely used for physical aspirations


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As for soul and its seeking of meaning
They would depend on their faith
Define for them,
As they consider, by
Mohammed, Jesus and Buddha.

They wouldn’t need to pursue themselves.

They wouldn’t need to see and break
The skies by themselves.

But will consider and name
Their blindness and helplessness
As their skies

There the skies are the skies
Told and defined to them by
Buddha, Jesus and Mohammed


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How easy it is
To be blind and not to follow
Soul and meaning…!!!!!