Nothing to change and nowhere to Go back....

Dear my …...,

Nothing to change and nowhere to Go back....

What you are doing in your office is
Not what you really need or want to do in your life.

It is as per a contract, because of other compulsions,
You are acting or pretending for 8 hours of your duty time....

You are bound to do that
With no other choices for your physical survival,
For the reason you only know.

You are acting or behaving differently
With different people in your society or your family,
In different situations and contexts.

You won't act or behave alike
With/before all and in all situations.
Your behavior and action will be different
Towards each of your brothers, sisters, wife,
Children, parent, teachers, friends, etc…..

You have a set method to do, act, behave or do the things
According to the need of the time and situation.

That is why we all never make love in front of our children.

And what will do you do in toilets will not be done in dining rooms.


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So, taking the part of one month stay,
When one comes in search of a job,
(Like I told you one's own reasons and compulsions)
How can you consider
One has gone back to past and vanished to the future....
Or backward or forward

After all, you only know what and who you really are,
Whereby you will really know that
You (or me) are no one and nothing in physical terms,
But the one who is struggling to survive just physically....
Forgetting the spiritual or any other side and its thirsts and wants.

For physical survival,
You (we) will spend 8 (or any amount of) hours a day
In the office or anywhere
Doing all (originally) unwanted things,
Against your (our) nature and feature,
Under the commands of real undeserved bosses/commanders.

And to be able to go to the above office
To do the above kinds of works
You (we) were sent
(Like you (we) are sending now your (our) own children)
15 or more years to schools and colleges,
Then many years for searching jobs and going for interviews.

All because of compulsions for just mere physical survival;
Neither you (we) are sending to the one who knows the meaning and purpose
Nor because you (we) want them to know the meaning and purpose.

Dear ……, did you ever think,
At least just for fun sake
And to seek the fun of your existence,
How much you have really spent,
Or you really would have wanted to spend,
For seeking the meaning/purpose of life
And for heightening your so-claimed spirituality?

Than seeking an escape
By blindly believing what you heard others saying....

Beliefs are taken as an excuse to escape,
Or as an escape to get excuses,
And for not doing anything in search of
God or truth or one's own meaning or purpose of life....

Life is spent totally for physical survival/life;
And as for the spirituality,
We go after the hearsays and blind beliefs
Well-prepared to interpret them
And to fight for them and such blind beliefs' marketing,
Depicting God as a very big failure and very desperate, therefore,
Desperately seeking and asking you (us) to market him and
Interpret him.
Even without allowing you (us),
Or even before you (we) make any effort,
To know what you (we) are and for what we are.

Without knowing ourselves,
What, why and how we are and what we are for,
We claim to know God
And we openly argue with others
Preparing ourselves to kill others for that
And opening marketing companies
In different names of organizations or religions.

God is really in great laughter to see all these games
In his name
By himself

So, dear my …..,
Spend a lot more for looking into
Than for looking out.

There, you will get lot kinds of water and food

Then, for sure, you will happen to know
Whether you (we) are really going backward or going forward
Or you will get to know
That you (we) are really not going backward or forward;
But are standing where you (we) are and were
Being in your (our) being
In the state in which you (we) are and were….

Neither changing the stand nor changing the sight or scene....


Am I right Dear…...?

Thank you for being in touch

With great regards