It is true. When devil is on leave , the merciful will be on charge.

Yes my son,
It is true.
When devil is on (or takes) leave
Raheem, the merciful
Will be on charge.

It is the (relative) mercy part of God (absolute)
To work as eraser of
What all evils (relative) the devils (relative) do.

Even otherwise, my son,
Devil is not permanent and absolute an entity.
Devil is not the one
Who was, is and will be here originally.
Devil was, is and will not be an opposite of God.
Devil is relative and temporary.
Bound to be on leave one or other day,
Giving charge to Raheem, the merciful,
To wipe and clean the dirt he has caused.
Devil is one of the many known relative qualities of
God of no qualities in absolute.

Devil is only God’s own changing (relatively),
For the reasons (relative).
The reasons, well-known and well taught,
For making, and becoming of, devil
Is nothing
But the ignorance,
Denial of real knowledge based on ignorance,
Arrogance based on such denial and ignorance
And adamancy considering ignorance
Is superior to the real knowledge,
The enlightenment..

God is original, absolute and permanent.
And such absolute God and knowledge of the absolute
Is the absolute truth.
God may give form to the devil and his evil
By way of temporary (relative) change/evolution.

My son,
If soil is considered as absolute, for example,
The fruits and flowers, ripe enough,
Are the (relative) mercy and good part/aspect
Of and from the absolute (soil).
These good fruits and flowers are,
What we call, in our day to day life,
The (relative) truth/messages of and from the absolute.

Know, my son,
The fruits and flowers can be
In any numbers,
With difference in forms, shapes, colors and tastes
From the same absolute soil.

The same soil can also bring out
The thorns and fruits that are not sweet/good for you (relative).
And the same good and ripe fruits or flowers
Can be spoiled by the passage of time.

Such thorns (relatively to us) and spoiled fruits and flowers
(Relatively, only to you) are the (relative) evil and devil part/aspect of absolute soil.
Those thorns (relatively to us) and such spoiled fruits and flowers,
What we call, in our day to day life,
Are evil/devil (relative) or evil messages from the same absolute (be it soil or God).

Milk that is good now, relatively
Can be bad/split later, relatively.
In both, absolute God of no good and bad
Is equally present.

The same rain,
Can be good for you,
But bad for a farmer,
Especially if it is untimely.

Evil and good in the same thing
In the same God.

ISLAM A RELIGION OF FAILED GOD - IT IS IMPOSSIBLY VERY UGLY TO HAVE, OR TO THINK OF, A GOD...

ISLAM A RELIGION OF FAILED GOD -

IT IS IMPOSSIBLY VERY UGLY TO HAVE, OR TO THINK OF, A GOD ....

Do stay in God
Without any one in between.

Not even a word

Not even a particular name to God.

True to say,
No one and nothing can be in between.
Except you.

Seed will
Directly communicate
With soil, air and water.

No one can be
More softer to share with
And more broader
To accommodated you safe
Than God.

God is so soft a pillow yours,
Simple and all encompassing.

In every one he stays,
And in him stays everyone.

No one can be below him,
And no one can be beyond him.

No one can be more-knowing him,
And no one can be less-knowing him.

Still,
To say God (Allah) needs some others’ support
To interpret or market him and his words is
Equal to belittling God (Allah).

It could be okay to say so of God,
If one is able to consider and say
God is in everyone and everywhere
And every one and everything is
The reflections, words and books of God.

So, a concept of God
Doing and undoing God,
In both real and unreal,
At both ends, as the end and means,
As both the lion and goat,
As both exposed and unexposed in equal terms,
As both exposing and not exposing in equal terms,
As the pronouncer, pronounced and the interpreter,
In the form of God, universe
And incarnation or interpreter.

To mean

Nothing and no one is without him.
And everything and everyone is within him.

*********** *********

It is impossibly very ugly to have, or to think of, a God
As the one who is unable to accommodate all equally
Or as the one who always is at failure/defeat end
To reach and accommodate all.

Also it is also impossibly very ugly to have, or to think of, a God
As the one eagerly wanting to get him marketed,
Making many attractive offers and schemes,
Through many of his agents, than him,
And to show his wrath and discrimination
When get failed or defeated
In such all his marketing efforts.

For sure,
If God should,
He shows all his wrath and discrimination
To him/God only.
As he is at both ends….

It is very impossibly ugly to have, or to think of, a God
Who can’t be equally understood and accessed by all,
And who is eagerly waiting, under immense pressure,
To punish those who can’t understand and access him.

My God is my soul and being
And my soul and being is my God.

Never imagine of a situation
You not accommodating your soul and being
And your soul and being not accommodating you

***************** ***************

Islam, as propagated in the name of
Present day available Islam, Mohammed and Quran,
Presents a God of this level, at failure,
With all his effort to market
With great many schemes and offers
And threatening with much greater punishments.

So is Islam, as a religion of a failed God,
Or depicted as failed God,
Becoming so intolerant.
Like any defeated one.

Any one failed and frustrated

Easily tends to be

Intolerant and extremistic

And, thereby, this type of Islam can’t agree,
And can’t go along, with
The other view of all-equally-accommodating God.

Rather, this present day Islam and its followers, Muslims,
Would hate any one to death, if he ever attempts to say
God is equally there in every one
And every one is equally there in God
And God is, for no doubt, at both ends,
As he is the end and means.

Just for the fear of loss of political or social or communal hold.
Just because of its own identity crisis.

This is not only the case of Islam
But is of almost all the Semitic religions.

************

To say God cannot talk in the way man can understand
And, again to say that,
All of us have to look towards one and the same direction
And have to pray in one and only language,
With one and only content of the prayer,
Is a big allegation against and is a belittling of God?

And to say that the interpreters can
Talk and explain better than God
Is again another big allegation against and is a belittling of God.

In this way, they do mean to say that,
These interpreters are super Gods to God,
And unless they come with their support to God,
God, by himself, will be a failure,

To give this meaning, they openly tend to say that
Without their interference and interpretation
God and his words
Can’t be understood and accessed.

What helplessness to their God!!!
Purely a weak alien God.

Especially when they happen to define God

As saperate from his creation.

**************

Meantime, their faith will advocate to them that
It is the same God
Who designed and created humans and human mindset.
But, what to say,
The same God can’t come up with a book of words
(Or with enough numbers of books
Of his words in enough numbers of languages)
That is easily digestible and understandable
To his own creation and its mindset designed by him
Is a big allegation against and is a belittling of God.

**************

To think otherwise is far better.
Everything godly.
In everything and everyone, God.
Nothing without God.
All equally God and God’s.

No words other than that of God.
Nothing other than God and God’s.
Be it tough or easy.
All just one and from one.
Many but one.
One but many.
Just the difference between reality and illusion.
Reality is one (God);
Whereas illusion (us) can be many
About and from the same one.

********* ********

Mohammed did not do or claim any magic.
It is only his followers who wanted (for him) to claim magic
On him and on Quran.

Neither with his words nor with Quranic words
He did any magic in Mekkah.

Quran and Islam were not in his mind and plan.
And both came in to be
After he got to be successful, eventually,
Especially with politics, by mistake or accident.

He was a natural mystic, and further made to be a mystic,
By the circumstance that was around him
Alienating him from social fabric.

Any mystic can be deviating as well, this way,
After he happened to be once a mystic,
If he ever happens afterwards to be,
By compulsions or impulses,
After material glory and path,
For whatever reason or with whatever reason.

And this deviation has not to be attributed to his
Gain and achievement due to such mystic nature.

It is not a must, and it is rarest of rare,
A mystic to be successful materially
In material glory and gain,
Unless he deviates or is misled by himself
By compulsions or impulses.

To be a mystic or spiritual
Do not mean anything else
Than one’s becoming true to himself
And becoming face to face,
Or becoming one (in unison),
With him, truth and God.

Getting lost of a gap/layer
Between the world inner and outer

Seed’s losing of seed nature
To sprout and grow to be a plant/tree

******* ********

Walking with Mohammed, it is easier to understand.
Initially he was nowhere,
At least, up to 53 of his age, materially speaking,
And for more than 13 years
After his so-claimed prophet-hood.

After 13 years of his said to be prophet-hood,
There, he happened to be involved in some politics.
The circumstances and its pressure,
Made him to involve in such politics,
By which we happen, or are made, to see
What we see as present day Islam and Qur’an.

He happened to be involved in some politics initially.
That too after 53 of his age,
And after he escaped to Medina.
And, thereafter, the same politics
And the power availed through that politics
Made him, the present day Islam and Quran
As we see them today.

That is why, materially he was a big failure during his life,
At least till he completed his 53 in Makkah.
Be it is with his own words or words of Quran.
He got very few friends there,
Because of more of his mystic way of living.

He was nowhere in social spectrum.
The history, we hear and read now,
Is the history written,
After he (and so-called Islam) actually happened to be successful,
Under political supervision.
Not written, walking with him in his life.

******* *******

In his 25, if he was, some how forced, to marry
45 year old lady of many children,
What will it mean?
That too in such an old Arab time.
At least, see the fact that
He had to wait for his own marriage
Up to 25 years of his age during that old time.

It was not only because of his self alienating mystic nature
But also because of the alienation
He had to face from the society for many reasons.
No one can even claim
He was ever proposed to any other virgin
Before his first marriage in his 25, to 45 year old women
Of many children (20 years older than him).

He did not enjoy good status and respect
From the society of his time.
Not because of his personal faults.
But, mainly because of his own poor orphan nature and upbringing.
No magic and no attributed beauty and romantics in it.

When he was 25, at the age of marriage,
He was not a prophet too.
But after 40, till 53, in Mekkah,
With his first marriage, to a women 20 years older than him,
He was a prophet, as said to be.

He managed his life,
Or he could some how manage his life
And material sustenance,
With the support, care and money power
Of his first old wife.
This might have alienated him again
From the social fabric of male supremacy,
Which, as a result, might have strengthened his alienation
To make him to be more mystic and meditating,
Leading him to be alone in the cave Hira,
Away from all kinds of social interactions,
As the history says.

And materially, he could revenge this past history,
If he felt, he was denied,
Celebrating many marriages, later on,
After his first old wife’s death,
After he was almost 52 or 53
And when he could escape from Mekkah.

His all other marriage (numbering to total of 12)
Took place after the death of his first old wife
And after he has escaped to Medina
And could find some success,
Eventually, accidentally, as a politician or organizer in Medina
Deviating little away from his original mystic nature.

Only after going to Medina,
Or after politicizing and resorting to war and fight,
Against his own mystic nature of earlier life,
He became successful as we know of him today.
But that was not because of the magic of his or Quran’s words.
There worked a good organizer and politician in him, by chance.

Quran became Quran of today
And Islam became Islam of today
Because of power and politics,
That came together with and afterwards.
That too after nearly 10 to 15 years of Mohammed’s death.

With the power in hand,
Quiet simply and logically,
Other facts and versions could be suppressed.
Easily becoming intolerant with and for the slogan and faith of
Mohammed is the last prophet and Quran is the last book.
To the extend that they could kill and suppress any one
With any kind of difference of opinion or different version
Or any one who claimed to be saying his own truth
Or claimed to be another prophet after Mohammed.

(For the reason of its stand,
Islam is the only path, Quran is the only Book
And Muhammed is the only prophet to be followed)

If Mohammed was to be successful because of the Quran and its divine force,
He should have been successful in Makkah itself
And he should not have to migrate/escape to Madina.

It is a big limitation on Quran that
It could not address the major share
(More than 90%) of the people of the world of that time, and till now,
Even when it claims to be the last book from God.

It is a big limitation on Mohammed,
As the claimed to be last prophet, that
He could not address the major share
(More than 90%) of the people of the world of that time, till now,
Before his death, even when he is claimed to be
The last prophet and Qur’an is the last book from God.

Better would be to say that
God has no last and first.
God never puts a full stop,
Not even a comma.

God is in continuity and flow.

*****************

This claim of last prophet and last book is
That which makes all Muslims to be
Equally extremis-tic and intolerant.

They are bound to believe that
No one else can talk truth after Mohamed and Quran.

If at all any one needs to talk anything,
That should be in the way of
Following and interpreting Muhammed and Quran
(Some how belittling both Quran and Mohammed)

God we know,
In whom we live and die,
Neither makes any full stop
Nor even any comma….

He is ever talking
Through all the tongues

Or he is never talking
With any tongue.

****** *******

Seed will grow
To be a tree
In the same soil
Sucking the same water
Spreading to the same air.

To make the soil, water, air and seed
One and the same
And to mean seed is nothing
But soil, water and air.

Helplessness is my helpfulness

Mustard seed and
Mountain of Himalaya.
No difference.

*************


My lord,
Your magic is the real magic
That makes me do magic.

Giving me a feel
Of me doing and making
You made me do and make.

Changing me to be
A God or a goddess or an angel
I happen to do and make,
And made and created all
I have created for me and my world
With the feel of me doing and making.

But it was your design and creation
Happening through me and my world,
Our minds and hands.

**************
My lord,
The instilled feel of
“Me” “for me” and “mine”,
Made me to be busy
To sustain and maintain
All those happened to be
Made and done through me.

And, again, it made me to be busy
To earn or learn the lessons of
Sustaining and maintaining
The world of own creation.

**************

My lord
Nothing to explain
And no way I can explain.

You are never less in knowing.

Eyes and heart.
How small are they?

Brain and brilliancy.
I am unable to know
How they function
To enable an understanding
Of me and you.

Ignorance is my knowledge
About you and me.

Inability is my ability
That enables my existence

Helplessness,
Before me and you.
Is my helpfulness
That supports me to remain.

**************

Mustard seed and
Mountain of Himalaya.

No difference.

TREATMENT STRENGTHENS THE SICKNESS

All the skies are here.
But, how much would I require
And how much can I afford
To breathe in?

All the oceans are here.
But, how much would I require
And how much can I afford
To drink?

Dear my soul…,
Why are you so engrossed
In the ways of efforts
To sustain your body?

All your efforts are, in a way,
To sustain the sickness?
Being the body yours is the sickness
Afflicted on you, the soul.

Treatment strengthens
The sickness, your body,
And the bodily worlds of sickness.

DOES TRUTH GET CHANGED FROM TIME TO TIME?

Master,
Does the truth get changed
From time to time,
From person to person?
To do so,
Won’t God be an eccentric?”

“Change is not a change
And it is not for a change,
But for growth, as well as diversity.
Making the things in flow.

“Well connected.
With no contradictions and conflicts
In between
Except for apparent sight.

"It is the growth and flow
Meant to move towards perfection.

"Blossoming is not a change,
But a fulfillment.

"All faces are faces f truth.
And truth is in totality
Of all these faces and diversities.
In complete circle,
In making of a complete picture.

"Becoming of a tree
With different branches,
In different shapes and sizes,
To different directions,
Is there, instilled, in the seed.

"Becoming of different
Fruits, nuts and flowers
In different colors and taste
Are there, instilled,
In the soil or water or air.

"These all diversities should
Hint to the oneness
Or to the making of oneness.

"If you can’t see this oneness,
Or making of complete circle,
In these diversities
You will be made to feel
God is a fool or an eccentric
To have no position or idea
Of himself to stick with.

"It is not God’s changing of his idea and notion
When he was spelling
Different through Mohammed or Buddha
Or Abraham or Jesus
Or you or me

"All the Buddhas and Jesus Christs,
Abrahams and Mohammeds,
You and me,
Are part of the same flow and growth
And changes done by such flow and growth
To the making of complete circle
Or a complete picture.

"God continues to be talking
Through all the changes and growth,
Through you and me.

"You too are one of such talk
Or one of the words of such talks
Of God

"God is what you talk
And you are what God talked.

"All diversities are within
The flow of life,
And are the turns of changes
Such flows takes and makes
When required."

WHY TO SEEK TRUTH TO BE NAKED?

“Master,
To see the truth, naked..?”

“My son,
How come you seek
To see the truth, naked?

“Can you imagine
Your parents or me, your master,
Walking on the street, naked?

“And, even if it happens,
Will you like to accompany
Such naked walkers
With pride and pleasure.

“Can you imagine
You to walk on the street,
Naked?

“If your answer is “No”
Why should you expect and seek
The truth to be seen naked?


***************

My son,
Though verbally,
You may seek to see the truth naked.

And in reality, you won’t like
To see the truth naked.

You can’t afford to see it naked.

************

My son,
You are dressed up
And you want to see the things dressed up.

And much of your life is spent
To dress up and to beautify this dressing up.

**************

My son,
How is it easy to seek the truth to be naked,
Though it is the easiest of all the things?

My son,
How is it easy to contain fire
In a thin plastic cover in your hand?

My son,
How is it easy to take water
Without a cover for that,
At least from your own hands?

So, my son,
How come you seek to see
Only the truth, as naked, without cover?

The truth without a cover or a cup
You can’t afford.

And what all you see as the truth is
Its cover only.
Its dressing up only.

GOD IS UNDEFINED - AS UN-CONFINABLE AS ME

For me, to know me,
To seek and know God was,
As a first step to it, a must.

To seek and know God is
Equal to define
And see God confined.

But, for me, to know God,
To seek and know me was,
As a first step to it, a must

To seek and know me is
Equal to define
And see me confined.

So, all my effort
To define and confine
Me or God, got stuck
And reached a position of nowhere
Where un-defining both me and God,
Undoing all the knowledge and definitions,
Given or availed, was a must.

So, God undefined,
As un-confinable,
As well as me.

WHY DO I HAVE TO TALK AND GOD HAS TO CREATE A LOT

“Master,
Why do you happen to talk a lot…?”

“The way God happens to create a lot.”


“Master, meaning?

“To have some fun of motion of imperfection
From the position of motionless perfection.

“So as to move from perfection to imperfection

“Thereby, to get a chance to seek and try for
The position of perfection again.

“And to continue so
Enabling thereby life to happen and continue.


“So, Master,
You don’t have anything really to talk?”

“Nothing I have got really to talk
And nothing to talk really I am bound.

"All my talks are to create
Imperfection intentionally...
So as to seek the perfection of silence thereafter

"Like God is never bound to create
All what he has happened to create
And all what you see now as universes.

“By creating, God in perfection,
Changes himself to be his own
Creations of imperfections,
Thereby, in a position of movements,
Seeking him in perfection, God, again.

“Perfection, is in a way imperfect,
To seek the imperfection.

“And for sure,
Imperfection is by all means imperfect
To seek the perfection

“Great fun
And big movements thereby.”

BRILLIANCE AND FREEDOM - TWO WORDS MOSTLY MISTAKEN

NOTHING WRONG.
BRILLIANCE AND FREEDOM ARE MOSTLY MISTAKEN.

“My son,
Nothing is wrong.
Except your being good, bright and brilliant.

Even otherwise,
Nothing is there to be wrong and right.”

“Master,
Then, right and wrong?”

“Anything that will support
And provide life (God) is right.

And anything that will
Obstruct and negate life (God)
Is wrong.

Right is what life (God)
Really needs.
And wrong is what life (God)
Doesn’t really need.”

"Master,
Then, why the brilliancy and freedom?

The brilliance and freedom are
Two mostly mistaken terms or items.

At least not to know that
Freedom and the brilliance are not
For one to be consuming more,
But, to consume less than the least.

Freedom and brilliance yours,
When used by others,
To qualify and name you as useful,
Lead you and the world
To greater dangers
And disharmony.

Freedom and brilliance are not for one
To be a slave of something or someone,
Be it in the name of freedom and brilliance.

Freedom and brilliance are not
For one to be used by others
Putting a price for him
And to deny him to him and life (God).

Freedom and brilliance are,
And should be for,
One’s freedom from the needs and wants,
To the maximum possible and feasible.

There and then only,
Intoxicated by own freedom and brilliance,
One can really be bold and free

Than becoming bold and free
With the intoxication of alcohols.

***************

Are you really there, my son.....?
And are you not getting me....?

This is not a priestly preaching
To advise you of good and bad
Or of do's and don'ts.

This is to remind you to look into yourself
To see what you really want and need.

*************

“Master,
What’s the point of realization?
What exactly is its point?”

“The point of realization is
The point where you are
And the point where you can be
With originality and spontaneity
In real harmony.”

“Master,
When does it occur?
How do I know
This is what I want
And this is not?

“By going to the root.
Or undressing the self.

To know you have no need,
You have nothing to know,
But undo all your knowing.
************

Than undoing and unknowing
You can’t hope to see it in solid and concrete form?

Otherwise, would any one miss it?

***************

Realization (or is to) lets you
To be ordinary;
Not an extra-ordinary.

All what realization is for
Is to regain the ordinary nature yours.

When ordinary and natural,
You are with the least needs.

You may play with the needs and wants.
And you can play with the needs and wants.

But will not be bound by needs and wants,
Except for mere physical survival.

*****************

“But, Master,
Where from comes the realization…?

“Realization comes from any where.

Possibility of a flower is there
Every where in a seed or a plant.

A tree is there every where
In a seed

“A realized one can behave, sometimes,
As the one who has not realized,
Pending all his realization.

Like a seed behaves
Especially the seed
That did not sprout

“Realization... is nothing
But one’s seeing reality of oneself
And everything around and within him...
To let him realize that he is already
In the state of realization.
It is his sprouting as well
To bring out more of such seeds.

It is not a matter of claim...

Where and when one claims,
Realization is not there with him.

Blossoming ad claiming
Cannot work together.

Claim will put out the flame...

Heat of the claim will
Evaporate the water
To be extra-ordinary vapors

***************

“Every one is born normal and ordinary?”

“You are right....”

“Then, what if one lives a normal life
Yet he is asked to realize it?
Why one has to seek
The same again and again?”

“To regain,
If you have lost it,
Or if you have caused to lose it,
You need to seek.

True,
Every one is born normal and ordinary.

But, with his eyes
Towards the other states
Than the state in which he is.
To be in any other state
Than the ordinariness his;
Towards the extra-ordinariness.
To be extra-ordinary.

So, he happens to seek,
And he happens to be
An extra ordinary.

Like water goes to be vapors
In becoming extra ordinary
To seek, return and regain,
By raining down,
Its water nature again.

**************

Peacefulness is in and with ordinariness.

Downward flow the water.

And downward go the roots.

Not only in your ordinariness...
But also in and with your harmony
With such ordinariness...

*************

For this harmony to happen,
Or to be able to stick to this harmony,
You need realization.
Acknowledgement and recognition of the ordinariness
As the starting and ending spot.
As the ultimate end and aim.

*************

Until and unless you know
It is the starting and ending point,
Your ultimate of point of reaching,
You will continue to lose it,
By seeking else,
Whereby you will be made to seek
And regain it again.

That is why,
Because of sheer ignorance and dreams thereby,
The ordinary one is seeking to be an extra ordinary...

By pretension or by becoming busy or hard working

Or by being useful in the eyes of others,
And getting burnt in the hell of
Such eyes and its criteria...

Whereas, the extra ordinaries,
Escaping and trying to escape
From their state of extra ordinariness...
Seeking to reach back
The ordinariness and its peacefulness.

There, somehow, they are all realized.”

*************

“Master,
Then, about pain..?”

“Pain is because of fiction.

Friction is because of disharmony.

Disharmony with
What you don’t really want

When you are extra-ordinary,
You are in disharmony.
In alienation.

That is the problem with the whole humanity.

They tend and try to be extra ordinary.

By which they get themselves alienated
From the harmony
For which they are made to behave
Like a conquerors.
To the create further disharmony
With himself and his surroundings,
Within and without
And to lose the spontaneity.

To be ordinary is not because you try hard.

You become ordinary
When you stop all your trials.
When you do not try at all.
When you become spontaneous.

When you are unmade of
What you have been made to be....

When you are undressed of
All the dresses you have dressed...

TO SAY “I AM NOT A SLAVE”

“I am not a slave”

This is the easiest talk
Any slave can make....

No slave ever will know and acknowledge
That he is a slave...,
Except for his physical confinement.

That is why a slave is a slave...

Or else he is a rebel...

No intelligent enemy will
Ever come to attack
Declaring he is your enemy...

No ignorance is there with any one
In the name of their ignorance...

Ignorance is for the ignorant
His knowledgeability.

He doesn’t know to stick
To what he really needs.

And to stick away from
What he really doesn’t need

There he is a slave, at least not free,
To have too much needs and wants.

What is a work

Nothing and no one to question
Nothing and no one to answer

Life is the question and answer.

Or God is the question and answer.

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Work is not a work
When it is done by oneself
Or is done respected by oneself, at least,
Or is done, at least, not commanded.

It is the play….
Genuine sprouting.

Responsibility is one’s ability
To respond.
If answered in himself
No need to feel guilt.

The work should be done
And finished in present.
And the responsibility shouldn’t lead
One to his past backlog.

Work is a work
When one is made to do
Or is done disrespected by oneself, at least,
Or is done, at least, commanded.

It is the punishment in hell….
Real getting burnt.

What big philosophy and science is there... than life ?

What big philosophy and science
Is there
Than life
Or God?

Man is so poor
That he brought in
All the sciences and philosophies
To seek life or God
Or to secure them

But could not see and secure them
Standing within him
Or in front of him

And forgot to recognize them as such
And to live them.

And he forgot
What he was really looking for at all
And continued to be
Seeking and making

To make his life to be
Such seeking and making

By going all around and looking,
Forgetting to go within and look therein

And to find and meet.

In the land of life and living

In the land of life and living
No spelling or writing of
A single word.

Be it, for or against

Except life’s becoming by itself
Of spellings or writings.

Or else, spellings and writings are
When life and its flow obstructed

Be it for or against.

So, human form of life
And their philosophies and sciences

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Humans, being obstructed from the flow,
Are with the philosophies and sciences
To walk and work them
As if to destruct the obstructions,
But to create more and more of it.

Giving reason thereby to
More and more of his philosophies and sciences

ON REBIRTH

"Master,
About rebirth…?"

"Yes, my son.

It is life’s continuation.

Life is
Because life continues.

Even through
The different disguises of deaths.

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Rebirths are to fulfill
The mission,
And will continue
Till the mission accomplished

The relative mission of
The mission-less whole life.
The wholeness.
God.

The purposeless missions of
(Relative) Purposes.

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"My son,
A question unanswered
Will be repeated
Till it is answered.

That is what and how
The rebirth of a thing or a being is……......

Each being by itself is
A question mark…

Answer to which is
To reach the one
Wherefrom and whom from
It has sprouted.



Here the answer is


With the questioner.



With the one from whom and where

The question sprouted


And flowed in the form of life


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Life in part and form or drop
Is a question mark,
Seeking or having to flow,
Till it reaches back
To the wholeness.
The ocean

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"Master,
Still, rebirths as defined
In different religions?"

"My son.
It is as just simple as life.

Not to know, where
Your spectacle or pen is,
May need you to search for the same
Many times.

Each such search is
A different birth
For the cause of
Finding that spectacles or pen.

And till the moksha
Of finding happens,
Whereby the search will stop,
Such births
Will have to take place.

That is the rebirths
In each aspects of daily life.

Causing the simple
And short distanced things of attainment
To be very big and prolonged one.

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"Dear my son,
Not to know the right bus
To the desired and right
Direction or destination
May cause one to be
In and with his travel for long.

Thus,
The very short travel
May get very prolonged
With many travels (births) within it,
In many different buses (world),
Changing the buses, from one to other,
And repeating it again and again.

All for not being able to reach
The desired destination,
Real and right,
Though it could be
Very near and short distanced
From where one starts his journey.


"My son,
This way
One will have to continue to be in
His travel and changing of buses
Till he is in the right bus
And reaches the right destination
Of his right knowledge,
Where he will be free
From the travel purposes
And processes of the day/life.

This is what rebirths are
In any case.

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"Dear my son,
Having to do the same
To meet or realize
Otherwise short distanced thing,
Make it to be a far distanced one,
And add up the distance of life,
Unnecessarily,
For the reason of ignorance
Or misconception.

Having to continue
Life in and with physic
Is a life in the hell.
The place of rebirths
And prolonged life
With the feel of prolonging.

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"Dear my son,
There may be thousands of trees
Around you.

But the one which has the fruits on it
Have only to be climbed upon.

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"Dear my son,
Today I was traveling
By bus.

My bus was almost empty
Except for few travelers in,
Including me.

As it was passing by
Many bus stops,
On its predestined way
To the predestined destination,
I got wondering to see
Many of the travelers
Continuing with their waiting
In each of the bus stops
Without getting into my bus
Or many other buses before or after mine,
Though mine and many other buses were
Temptingly empty.

I got wondering to see them
Not getting into mine
And many other buses
Stopping in front of them.

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True.

Their reason was very simple:

They knew
Their destination
And the bus which
They want to go.

Simply very simple.

The bus, in which I was in,
Was not to their destination.

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The term “destination”
Is for all the same.
And all are to their destination.
But the same “destination” is
Is different for each one.

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This is the case of real knowledge
And the difference it makes
In each one’s travel/journey
Helping them to avoid the unwanted
Be it beautiful or luxurious or in plenty.

They don’t go after the things
They did not want
Even if they get it for free.

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There may be thousands of trees
Around you.

But you need only one to climb
To get your fruit.

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Suppose,
Some of those
Waiting in the bus stops,
Were tempted or compelled
To get into the bus
Than to their direction and destination,
For the empty or luxury nature
Of the buses
Or for the people whom they knew
Were there in the buses.

What will be the outcome?

They will be misguided and misdirected.
They won’t reach their destination easily.

They will have to take (birth in ) many buses,
Again and again,
To reach their destination
And become free from traveling.

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Simple it is.
Till they reach their destination
They will have to be reborn,
Again and again,
In the world of buses.
In the life’s other name of travel.

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To have seen many buses,
In different colors and sizes
Of beauty and luxury,
You have not be tempted to get in
All of them.

Nay, sometimes,
Even in any of them.

Do know
That you don’t need
All or more buses,
But only one.

The one which goes
To your destination.

To know you don’t want
Too many
Is the real knowledge
You have to have.

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To the same direction or destination
There can be many buses.

But, you have to be
Only in one bus
Whichever be its color
And whatever be its size

Meanwhile, do know again, that,
You can’t go in one and the same bus
To all the directions or destination.

Except in the bus of whole life
The wholeness.
God.
Wherein you are never
Misdirected or misguided.

Perfection and fullness

Perfection and fullness
Or the feel of fullness
Brings in, or makes one to be in,
Laziness and purposelessness.

So is God
Purposeless and lazy.

To be purposeful and active
God had to take the from
Of his own creation.

So, any one godly or divine
Tends to be
Purposeless and lazy,
Unless he wants to be in play
For and by himself.

Even without seeing
Any purpose and meaning
In such purposefulness and activities.

To say “No God”

To say “No God”
Who am I …?

No one.

However, still,
If I happen to say “No God”,
Then, the replacement to that God I deny
Will be me.
As the one who is able to say “No God”,
And as the one who remains and prevails
With such sayings.

So, no say of “No God”.

As I don’t want to take that position
And such responsibilities
To unsettle me.

Let God be there as God
Undisturbed.
Unquestioned.

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Questioning of and about him
Never disturbs him;

But disturbs me.

Questioning of and about him
Never unsettles him;

But unsettles me.

Fixed Sexual or Security deposit

To have wife/husband is
To have fixed
Sexual or Security deposit

But to sustain or maintain or secure
Such fixed sexual or security deposit
One will need to have fixed money/material deposit

WHY TO TALK ABOUT THEM, EITHER DENYING OR PRAISING

“Master,
Mohammed, Moses, Jesus,
Buddha and any other…..

What role they have in
Making one know and reach
The truth and the ultimate?”

“Nothing,
And no role.

“To reach and know the truth,
One has to walk by his own,
Taste by his own
And break the shell himself.

“Master,
Then, what do they stand for?”

“Only as the possibilities or models
Among other millions of
Possibilities and models,
Including him and you.

“For the people to look at those names,
Or at those phenomenon,
As at some pieces in showcase,
Or fruits in paints.

They won’t and can’t
Buy and taste those names
Or their talk in real”

“Master
If so, why do you have to refer
And talk about those names,
Either denying or praising or interpreting,
To talk your truth?”

“To reach the common men,
Or to let the common men get out
And reach us.

“To break
The layers those names have set,
Or the common men have set
In or by those names,
For them to get a place to hide.

“So, are the denials or praising for.

“To enable them
Meet themselves,
And each other and us.

“Or to enable them to see those names
As their possibilities,
Instilling in them the knowledge that
Those names can also mislead them,
If not taken only as some of the possibilities,

“Or to tell them that they can’t be on their own foot
Just because they are with or on those names.

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“Or else, no one can get them out
Unless he praises those names, for them,
Or denies those names, for them, convincingly,

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“Never is it because,
One has to talk about and touch
Mohammed, Moses, Buddha, Jesus and any others
To talk about the truth,
Or of attainment of truth and ultimate.

“But, it is just because one can’t be
Opened and convinced otherwise….

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“Just it is:
Either to empty
Or strengthen
One as a bottle.

“To let one hold
What he really wants to hold in

“Or to fill in
What one really wants to fill in.

“In, from and other than from the names of
Mohammed, Moses, Buddha, Jesus and any others…”

Worldly things are like bride’s dress

Worldly things are like
Bride’s dress of wedding day.

It will deny and cover the real
Or will make one blind
Towards the real.


It will distract from the real
And will attract to the unreal.

A burdensome cover,
Never repeated purposefully,
That will be torn off completely
To get into and touch the real.

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Everyone,
Even the bridegroom,
Needs and works to this end.

Everything done in this world is
To make up
This bride’s dress.

Till the bride is in and with
The bridegroom alone.

To relieve from the unreal
And to be open eyed
Towards the real.

Can’t I go to any direction and do anything when I am free

“Master,
Can’t I go to any direction
And enjoy anything I want
When I am free”

“True, my son,
But untrue too.

“Master, why?”

“True,
Because you are free to do anything
And to go to any direction
When you are free.

“Untrue, because
You won’t have any direction to go
And any want to fulfill
When you are free.

Freedom will be
The freedom from wants
And from confinements of directions.

Freedom will be
the freedom from do’s and don’ts

To have wants to fulfill
And directions to go
Would mean you are a slave.

It is true that you can do anything
But you can’t be bound …..

It is true that you can go to any dierection
But you can’t be bound

Being free is like
Being any and every where
Without having to go purposefully

Being free is like
Doing anything and everything
Without having to do purposefully

Freedom is to make you
A lazy and purposeless one

Like God...

Without being bound to do and meet
Anything.

Being free from
Directions and wants too…

Returning to the wholeness of life

Nib,
A pointed spot,
With an ink-store behind,
Called Pen,
Felt heavily rich for its ink
And too much burdened
And concerned thereby

Thinking and fighting a lot,
With its such feel,
In the hands it was caught,
As its world most,
It got a start
The way it was moved to write.

With, and caught within, the hands,
It reached the ocean
Of, and with its, high expectations….
Thinking to make itself
And its ink collection
A big share in the ocean.

Helpless to say
The nib and its ink-storing tube
Got floating and drowning
To nowhere in the no-where ocean

And the ink,
Spilled into the ocean,
Showed no trace
And got to be no-where.


The ocean remained
As the only no-where asylum
Of no special direction, mood and color.

To know difference and disagreement is the real knowlege

Yes dear Irfan...,

Your disagreement is well appreciated....

That is how the beauty of diversity comes up....

That is how each and every one and thing is
Getting distinguished from the other….

This nature and right to disagree and be different
Makes each one unique, indefinable and unconfinable....
To have each one own perception and understanding,
Very subjective…..
Never giving chance to be moulded by others…

This needs to be held up

Though very greatest and almighty God is,
With his omnipresence and omniscience,
He opted for himself
To be unseen, unknown
Hence, undefined and unconfined...

And gave all
Enough chances to disagree each other,
And to differ in opinions and viewpoints....
To cause diversity and its beauty.

To know and acknowledge
This chance of difference and disagreement
Is the real knowlege,
Whereby all differences and disagreement will fade...

Like God, in his/its fullness, is... Like life, in its wholeness, is.

In any, usual, case,
As any one may know,
Many elements,
Including water and air,
Are required to get and make
One live

But the case here is different.

To live this relationship,
I am pretty sure,
Any such or other elements are not required...

This won’t even need
To inhale and exhale.

It will survive,
Live and continue to live,
by itself.

It will breathe into and by itself,
Without needing to have
Air or a lung to breath with.

It will get reflected in itself,
Without requiring an external mirror.

Like life, in its wholeness, is.

Like God, in his/its fullness, is

And like truth, in its undeniable nature, is....

Undefined, but defined beyond all definitions.

Unseen, but seen by all
Beyond their all physical sights,

Untouched, but touched by all
Beyond their all touches of senses...

Here with you, dear,
Nothing could be more…

Cutting the hands…? can you cut the hands of God.

Religion of life (not the fear and faith) set by God of religion of life ?

Taking witness from God of life,
Where life is God,
And talking on behalf of religion of life,
Where life is religion,
Dear Muslim brother…,
What made you to cut,
And why do you cut, the hands?

OK, if you can’t resist yourself,
With all your strong faith in your
Strong God and religion of faith,
Do it.

But, how can you cut the hands of
God and truth of life?
Tell openly
How will you cut the hands of
God and truth of life?

Dear Muslim Brother…,
What made you to,
And why do you, kill
Someone of different faith
For protecting your faith?

OK, if you can’t resist yourself,
With all your strong faith in your
Strong God and religion of faith,
Do it.

You can’t kill God and truth of life
And visions and thoughts
About such God of life.
Tell openly
How can you kill
The visions and thoughts about
The God and truth of life.

In such a religion of life
Set by God and truth of life,
Life is by and for life
And is taken and absorbed by,
Into and for life.
That is how life is sustained by God
And God is sustained by Life.
That is how life and God
Takes continuity,
For no end and start.

God of life is
God of religion of life;
Never the God for and of
Fear and religion of faith
Who made to be by you
Look afraid and restless
To ask you to market him in desperation
And to make you too to be restless
For want of rewards
Or fear of hell.


Dear Muslim Brother…,
Truth is truth,
Even if it is said by any street boy

Wrong is wrong
Even if it is said by Mohammed.

Mohamed is our friend and master
Among many other friends and masters
Before and after him.

Every one of our friends equally has
Ascended to and descended from God
And no one could be
Other than from and with God
As our God couldn’t disown any one
On or for any reason or ground.

All our old and new
Friends and masters
Were doers of right and wrong,
In equal terms,
Including Mohammed.
But, they tried and wanted
To stand finally by good
As the good only, ultimately, survive
And help and support to survive
And as everything is, in ultimate sense,
Good and turning to be be good.

As for all our friends and masters,
You can call them with any name.
Be it pig or dog or donkey.

Only the tongues get dirtied;
Never have our real masters and friends
Got dirtied or angry.

Our god is such.
All names, be it bad or good,
Are to him same
And all are his names.

Our God is such.
Any letter and books written or spelt
Are the books and letters his,
And are divine letters and books

Dear Muslim Brother…,
Qur’an means anything that is read.
Or anything that will be read.

It is not a name of only one book.

Qur’an means book, any book,
That is, or that can be, or that will be, read.

So any book, any Qur’an,
Is equally divine.

No book is other than
The talk, walk and work of God.
Not even a sand grain.

The Qur’an you call as Qur’an, once,
Happened to be the first ever book for Arabs.
So, they took it with high respect
And thought anything written or read
Has to be respected and considered divine.
But that doesn’t and shouldn’t mean
It s the only Qur’an,
The only book that is read,
Or that can be read
Or that will be read,

There are million kinds of Qur’ans.

Dear Muslim Brother…,
To say this
And to hear this
You have not to cut any one’s
Hand or tongue or throat.

Or else, the enemies of
Mohammed and Abrham
Would become better.

As you may know t better,
They did not cut the hands or tongues….,
Of Mohammed and Abraham
When Mohammed and Abraham said to them
“Damn with the Gods you worship”
(أفٍ لكم و لما تعبدون)
Or when all the idols of their worship
Were destroyed by Mohammed and Abraham physically.


Dear Muslim brother…,
Why do you ever try to say or believe
Only Mohammed can talk the truth,
And/or what Mohammed talks only is the truth,
And/or Mohammed can talk only the truth.

To the same ocean or river
Many ones can go
And bring the water
In the cups available to them.

Be it Sankaracharya or Narayana Guru
Or Paramahamsa or Buddha or Jaina,
Or Jesus Christ or Moses
Or Lao Tzu, or Mencius
Or Socrates or Zarathustra
Or any one know or unknown
After and before Mohammed.

Dear Muslim Brother…,
As per your own faith and philosophy,
Be it wrong or right,
This world is an Examination Hall
And every one herein is a
Examination writer/attendee.

If that is your faith and case,
Why can’t you allow all
To be equally free
To write their exams
With the answers they consider right,
Though you may have different?

As per your own faith and philosophy,
You are not and cannot be a supervisor
Of the examination process and hall.

And as per your own faith and philosophy,
God is the only supervisor and monitor
Of this great examination process and hall
For which he only will be
Evaluating and rewarding.

Every one knows,
In their day-to-day life,
The supervisors and teachers
In the examination hall,
Otherwise very keen and sincere
In teaching right,
Won’t interfere from the exam hall
Even if they happen to find,
Written answers are wrong.

Then, being only one among
Billions of writers,
What makes you take special interest
In others to interfere in their affair
And to do punishing act of cutting their hands
Unless they cut yours or they harm you physically?

Aren’t you
So immature and intolerant,
And so dictatorial thereby,
To consider only you to be right
And every one should write
The content and the way you write,
Be it because of
Your special knowledge or special ignorance.

Are you not trying to be a super-God
To take divine law in your hand,
Before God, as per your faith and belief,
Evaluates and takes any action on him?

Don’t you think
It is a big blame on your God,
If you happen to act like this,
That your God is becoming a big failure
In dealing with his own creations
And examination process and hall,
Though, as per your own faith and philosophy,
He has been marketing himself and his own,
Through millions of prophets
To make the attendees write the right answers…?

Dear Muslim brother….,
Abu Jahl was better.
At least he did not cut the hands,
Or throat or tongue of Mohammed
For negating all those of his
Or for ridiculing.

Dear Muslim brother…,
Did you know, the prophet Mohammed
Never wanted you to stick and be stuck.

Rather he wanted you to seek and find
Of which he was not sure himself.
That is and that was the only reason
He wanted your prayer for him
As compulsory, as per your own
Faith and philosophy.

Dear Muslim Brother…,
You can believe
What you believe is true.

For that you don’t have to
Assume others as untrue.

Can’t you know
There can be different paths
To the same point or destination

You can believe
What Mohammed saying was true.
But can’t you know
Mohammed was not the only to say true


Then why should you believe
Only Mohammed can talk true,
Mohammed can talk only the truth
And only what Mohammed talking
Is and was true.

Is not this your way of professing faith and philosophy
Causing you to be intolerant, extremistic and dictatorial?

To qualify - chicks break the shell from inside

Quite simple as it is....

Even otherwise we do adjust
For progammes, marriages... trips....

We take them as such...
For better
And hoping and trying for better.

Not because we are denied of...

Diversions will bring in diversity to life....

Just one has to be sure
Such diversions are not for negatives.

Though negatives as such have not to be
Taken as negatives….

Like in football and any other game,
With all good care and play,
One can lose
Due to befalling of ill-luck
Or mistake on the part of referees.

It happened so in recent matches.
Two pre-quarter finals of World Cup 2010.
(To England against Germany
And to Mexico against Argentina).

That is the case of life too.

In volleyball,
(Or tennis or table tennis)
The ball, used to play
And to make the play into play,
Is considered as something to be avoided.

So, is every team making sure that
The ball is falling in other's court.

Even in foot ball... or cricket....
It is the same.

Never to be beaten by the ball
Used for the play to make the play.

Falling of ball,
With which one want to play,
In one’s court or post
Is ill-luck or negative.

And this negative,
Mere presence of it gives
The play the meaning of a play,
And to positive
Its value and beauty.

In life too it is the case...
Here, for sure, the ball is death....
That is the only thing one can be sure of.
The back ground of black board
In which white letters of life is written
With toil and hard work.

Life is an affair or phenomenon
Unsure and unguaranteed,
But almost spent in trying;
Just to get tired.
To inhale;
Just to exhale.
To live;
To die.

So has one ever to try
To be living.
Has to work hard,
Undergo learning and burning
And has to take all cares from all corners
For living healthy.

Life is one’s trial to cling onto a wall.

Once the grip of clinging is gone,
The only sure fall (death) will happen.

And the only sure thing is the fall.
The death.

Clinging is one’s trial and effort to be... ,
Which we may term as life or living process,
In which no one can be every time successful.

Here, at least here,
My time to leave is almost near.
Grip is getting lost.
Clinging to this wall is almost to be over...
And, death from this scenario
At least for today....

Life includes what all things
We happen to see and experience
And what all other things
We do not happen
To see and experience
In our day to day life.

Life, in the whole,
Includes death too.

What goes wrong is that
We forget or become ignorant of
What we do not happen to see or experience
On day-to-day basis in our life.
Sometimes, for some temporary reasons.

And we happen, thereby, to think
As it is not part and parcel of life.

Or happen to take life as a mixture of
Only what we happened experience.
That too from a very limited and confined room of ours.

So, I am going to leave.
The limit has been reached.
Clinging on is to fail.
Fall is inevitable.
Only question will be
Now or some other time...?

Faith, piety and virtue,
As ordained by some other,
Without going into its core,
Is generally taken and followed
To enable one to forget such scenario
Or not to attend such scenario
By oneself independently,
To escape......

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One my friend,
Finally started claiming that
He was the person behind making of "Titanic" (Film),
He was controlling the traffic in Bombay city,
He had contacts with yogis in Himalayas,
His was Brahmos (and some other) missile technology
And he had the formula for the medicine of AIDS.

He went like this on to many and many..........
And finally started doubting and suspecting
Own family members, including his mother,
As if they were trying to poison him.

But his path to be a delusive was gradual,
Through a very long path of
Wrong application of Yoga
In a very romantic way, by fascination, or
By thinking he can also be like Parmahamsa,
In an imitative way,
Then, by helplessness and frustration,
Starting of impersonification....

But, for sure,
In aggravating the same...
As a catalysts... fascination
Might have worked,
The way we cannot diagnose.....

I had another friend
Who studied with me in Cochin University.....

And I too was there...

Since he was there with delusions,
Even if I were to talk my intuitions
Or any kind of different thoughts,
It was easy to be termed as delusion.
At least for fun....

So, I have had to distinguish both very tightly
At least for my satisfaction,
Or to convince others, in the beginning.

One - sound made by the one drowning;
The other - talk and sound
Of the easy swimmer in a very calm water.

One as stones,
And the other eggs or seeds.

And this my friend would suddenly ask
Me or any one
Where our ID card is/was
And would need us to show him the same.
For him it was to ensure
That we are not spying on him.....
He would say,
Veerappan was already in his custody.

Delusion could be by a disorder in brain
For no specific apparent reason
Without any kind of influence
From frustration of emulations
Or fake claims or misguidance
Or from wrong application of yoga
Or life.

Deluded mind may focus on any object,
Common to the common people
But for them specially attractive or distractive,
And may happen to see only
Its good or bad qualities.

Even though we are not
And we may not be afraid,
It is a true fact that every fall will give pain.
And this understanding itself is a pain and fear,
Though we may not term it as such....

Things may look negative,
Keeping its positive inside.

A jackfruit or coconut is negative
To see them externally

Fire is very attractive...
But with the burn inside

Without taking risk of cutting the link
With its mother
By which one was very secure and safe,
He/it would not have started
A life of our own on its/his own breathing….

That is why and how
Chicks break from inside
The shell of the eggs
In which they were safe and secure.

And if any one was
To break those shells
For their sympathy towards them
It would amount to crippling them
Or disabling them
From living on its own
Through out their life.

Habits are like our little children or grazing sheep/goat

If given chance
Every one will go, after
And, making only long long excuses,
Especially if they are untrue
To themselves.

They can even go after making
The real water into mirage....

Who will be there with no excuses,
If given chances to spell,
Even if they do big crimes...

Our habits are like our little children.

They will go to, and break,
Anything and everything,
Will go to any limit
And trespass any gates and barriers,
For their less awareness and,
If not stopped and corrected.

They can't be corrected,
Sometimes,
Except with compulsions
And strict orders.

Our habits are also like
Grazing sheep/goat.

Without being bound to any one only......
Rather, it will go after and bite any and all...
With no limit and for no specific need....

So are the sheep and goats
Not let to graze
In the real land of cultivation,
Where life is rising up
In the forms of many
Different plants.

To protect them
As well as the sheep/goat,
At least from
Getting beaten by the owners…..

She had to say this from her death bed.

She had to say this
From her death bed.
“Thinking about tomorrow,
Yesterdays got wasted

But to know later,
By each on their death beds,
That tomorrows were buried
In their yesterdays.....”

So, as to reincarnate
Such her buried tomorrows,
Or would be burried dreams,
From yesterdays’ graveyards,
She had to conceive him
In her great thirties.

To see how long and big,
High and deep,
Can fly her dreams like kites,
With its rope in hands,
In the skies of
No end and direction.

So, has she decided
To take him,
Her realized,
Or would be realized,
Tomorrows,
With her,
In her nineties
Of great forgetfulness,
But, with no forgetting.


With no deception was
Her conception of him
To keep him as her own
Physic and soul
And to feed him
From her own
Physic and soul.

And not to give him ever
An exposure of
A separate, alien an element,
But of the whole, her.

So has she ensured,
On her way back,
Her great soul of the whole
To swallow his soul too……

And not to make him
Strayed and alienated
Here and there……..
For no use.

The physic and soul his
Is now
One with her
In the same soil,
The whole soul,
Wherefrom
Both have sprouted
And grown up
To be
And / or
Not to be.

Nothing to feel bad to receive mango from mango tree

Don't worry at all....
Things are even otherwise the same,
Except for external misleading feel...

Active world
And its double edged purposes
Will talk otherwise...
But only to harm both you and them.

Running within/inside the running train
Will only exhaust the runner...
That is how all karmas are like.
Exhausting the one who is actively doing it....

And, thereby, its repercussions....
Leading them to be trapped
Without any near emancipation (Moksha...).

Be passive and passively...,
Peace will be there with and around you...

The problems….

It is not yours...
But is the whole body's...

Alienation gets you to be defined and confined
To be more troubled and tensioning...

Be passive, to receive, than active...

Take the things on its own
The way it is....

Finger may have a feel of alienation....

And may not be knowing that
The whole body is concerned of it.

Still, the finger is and can only be
A part of the whole body.
And cannot be otherwise...

Treatment is not given to the finger separately,
But to and through the whole body....

So, such consultations with the body,
Even medically,
Will be naturally done....
Without creating more problems to the finger....

So the pain and tension yours is
The whole world's too.

For the pain of one finger,
The whole body will keep itself awake

The case yours is not only yours...
It is of all too....

Only difference is and will be that,
As of now, it is reflected and seen,
As an image, in you,
Making/changing you to be a mirror for that....

No giver is a giver, but only a means...
Like mango tree is a means to get/give mango...

Hence,
Nothing to feel bad
To take/receive mango from mango tree...

Negation Needs real knowledge - So is the beauty less costlier

Real knowledge,
Or what you call realization,
Will cut the roots of all imaginations,
Or guess-works and desires
Shooting out of it.

Realized one will be
With no needs,
But with all as well.

He will be with no interests
But in harmony with
All interests and himself.

Barren externally he will be.
With a garden of knowledge and harmony within

Imagination comes in
When one lacks real knowledge.

So as to be attracted and to be instrumentalized,
To toil and work (actions - karmas).

To implement
The great plan and engineering
Of God/the whole/life
With a different feel of
“Me” and “mine” in him.

Realized one will be
For that, for sure,
Externally barren
With nothing to imagine,
With nothing to show,
Or to toil or think for
For his inability
To find beauty external
And to create desires.

Enlightened one will become
Like a fish
Caught out of the ocean or river
Of Karma
Or of an for
Requirements and comparisons....

Negation (in real sense)
Needs real knowledge
Than to believe in.

Belief is when you are in ignorance)
And because of sheer imaginations....
Mostly misleading.

Negation is not ignorance.
And cannot be done with ignorance...

It is the real knowledge,
And leading to the real.

But as it may contradict with
Common beliefs,
Ignorance and imaginations,
It may get termed as negation or denial....

The identity gets lost when one is
Cut off from the history and background

That is why a wayfarer is
The one without identity
Choosing the same of and for God
To be unseen, unknown and undefined.

Beauty is in what you have
Originally and naturally.

So is the beauty less costlier,
Needing less toil for it.
Like love.
Very less expensive and relaxing

The toils and cost is more
To make something uglier.
Like hatred.
Very much expensive
And suffocating.

Save commitments not to depict the words as the whores

What to say...?

I don't know .

Words get broken again and again
And are looked like whores

And the commitments too
For the same reason.

How far and long one can take up
The blame for and of others?

As for the taker,
Giver becomes a criminal
Just when he gives.

And the taker too,
From there onwards,
By breaking the words,
As in any other case, as usual.

How many dates...
How many times
For how many things.....
Words are broken...?

With no prior notice
Or knowledge

Breaking - (has become)
The easiest thing in the world.

Especially if it is at others' cost.

Hence, not keeping words and promises up,
On what needs to be given or done

At least to save the commitments made
And not to depict the words as the whores.

Counting to infinity is A bg effort - real Karma

Now it is 11; not 10,
Running out to finish, die,
To cause the case of infinity
And to make itself
A womb to give birth to such infinity.

The first ever example of sheer repetititon
In the cause and hunt of infinity.

Counting to infinity is
A bg effort - real Karma.

Infinity should happen
With no efforts and expecations
To have no complaints

Be it on any one's words of
"within two -three days more"
Or "within two -three months more"

How many such words have been heard
On different occassions
(Just to delay and deny)
During this never-ending hunt
For reaching and catching the infinity.

No full stop by any one to any other

Master,
The crux of Mohammed
And his role
In defining our ways…?

“Mohammed,
Taught:

Not to be stuck in the paths
And not to see the paths as the end,

To seek and pursue further
On one’s own….
From the path prescribed,
Or not prescribed,
By him or any,

To know that;

The paths are to seek further
Or to pass by and through;
Not to be stuck or clung on,

No teachings are
To be depended upon, or
Followed up,
In pursuing the truth
And right path,
Except as the light from torch.

Light is not to see the light.

Rather, it is
To seek and see anything else
Than the light,
But with the light.

So, not to be blinded by the light
To wrongly think that
The light was what you were asking for.

So, not to be stuck on the paths
Except for one’s own
Seeking and seeing further.

That is what Mohammed’s teaching was for all

He taught
To doubt and suspect
Each and every path
Trodden by any one
And to seek and see
One’s own right path to
Truth and God
By himself.

So is his advice
To seek guidance to right path,
At least seventeen time a day,
Compulsorily, as he puts it.

No other prayer ,
He prescribed as compulsory,
Than to seek the right path,
Or guidance to right path.

He even thought
As it was compulsory even for him.

Hence,
He asked you to pray for him
Or for his peace
For enabling him to reach the right path
And the targeted end of truth and God
Through such paths

He was enlightened enough to know that
The right path was/is ever to be sought
By each one separately
On his own level and reach.

No full stop by any one
To any other
In this regard.”

A BLACK HOLE IS A WHITE HOLE TOO - A SAPLING’S FUTURE IS OF NONE, BUT OF A TREE

“Master,
Then, what about the corruption and waste
In our social system on day-to-day basis…?”

“My son,
Nothing as such.

Just it is perceptional difference.

Everyone is instrumentalized
Without his knowledge,
Because of this perceptional difference.

A sapling may think,
Reasonably for it,
To see the withering of thousands of leave
From a big tree
As a big waste and avoidable luxury.
Or as a big corruption.

For a sapling,
Its first two or few leaves are very precious.
And it can’t afford to lose them.
And losing those two or few
Will ensure only its death or extinction.

Taking this position of it
As its measuring scale and criterion
This sapling may judge on the tree or plant
To see its withering of
Thousands of leaves every day,
As a big waste or crime or corruption.

But as for a big tree or a plant
It is an unavoidable must
To wither thousands and thousands of leave
Together.

What an individual cannot afford
Cannot be applied in the same way
To the tree of our system.

When it is a system
It is like a tree.
Thousands may get wasted
As a must,
Which a sapling individual may or would think
A waste or corruption.

The sapling even may think
In such a way that
If such wasted leaves were given to it
It would have sustained its life more better way.

But in no way such withered leaves
Can be directly used
As the leaves of/for such sapling
To make its survival easier.

And such a saplings’ future is
None other than that of
A tree.

And no black hole is
Other than a white hole too.

LIFE IS BALANCED AND JUSTIFIED BY THE EMBRACE OF DEATH

“Master
Accidents and deaths…?”

“My son,
What accidents and death
Are you about…?

Don’t you know
Life sleeps in and with death
And death sleeps in and with life,

Embracing and accommodating
Each other to balance, and
To cause continuity
With no waste and loss
In between
The shift from one to other forms...?

Black holes are not only the holes
Where things disappear
But are the holes
Wherefrom new things appear,
Which, by then, we may rename by
The name of white holes.

So, nothing is wasted
And nothing is created.

Life divided or subtracted
Or added or multiplied
By life or death
Or by anything,
Is life only.

(Or God divided or subtracted
Or added or multiplied
By god or devil
Or by anything,
Including death or life,
Is God only.)

Nothing more
Nothing less.

“Master,
Still, about accidents and death?

What do you think about a deer
Crossing every moment
The lions
Or hunters with their nets….
On both sides?

How long, do you think,
Such a deer can go
Without being caught or killed….?

Like that is
Life against death
And death against life.

Both are in between the lines of each other

So, is the life-death game.

Each moments you live is
An escape
From death and its nets….

Each time death embraces,
It is to fill other forms into life.

Here subtraction and addition
Means the same

Here division and multiplication
Goes for the same

Death is a lion or hunter with his net
Around life.

And life is a lion or hunter with his net
Around death.

That is the way life and death
Continue to be
One above other….
Using each other.

So, nothing gets wasted or destroyed.

Only a formal change.
Change in forms and formulations.

Life is balanced and justified
By the embrace of death.

And death is justified and balanced
By the life that sprout from death.”

A BIG JOKE

“Master,
Life has become very competitive?”

“For what?”

“To earn living for living”

“Then, living...?”

“To earn living”

“A big joke.”

Nothing in Ananda or Paramnanda or Nityananda

Dear Sangeetha...,

It is easy to find fault with others...
Or to stone at any plant or tree or house,
That we happen to see on our sides,
Especially without hearing those "others"
About the fault we are finding with them.

Meantime, you have to know,
What the parents do between themselves
May be looked wrong or indigestible
By the young ignorant/immature children.

Still parents, between themselves,
Interacts differently in their own different world.

A master does not teach the disciples
What the Master does need for himself.,

Rather he teaches the disciple
What, he think, the disciple needs for the disciple.

A tailor designs and stitches the dresses
Suiting to the customers coming to him;
Not suiting to tailor himself.

So, you should know expect the tailor
To wear the same dress, in same size and style,
He has stitched for you.

I don't know Nityananda
And I am not here to justify or incriminate him
On whatever he does or has done.

He can be justified
If he is justified by him before him

But, we didn't hear Nityananda...
About what he did or does say or do....
At least whether he advocates what he does.

If he advocates what he does
And has no conflict
Or friction in and with himself
He is not at fault
At least before himself.

Except for and towards
Others' misconception
Or wrong perception...
About him

Sangeetha,
Reaching a stage
You are neither wrong nor right.
You are what you are

For God.
No right, no wrong
No back, no front.

Child may have its own opinion

But parents have their own relationship
Between themselves.

Being your parents,
They don’t change themselves to be
Not a man or a woman

Patients may have a version about Doctor.

But on whatever ground
A doctor is not bound to consume
The medicine he prescribes to his patients.

So, such a blind accusation against anyone,
Personally will be wrong

And if Nityanada is wrong
He is wrong as an individual

And if he did wrong to himself,
Against his conviction and preaching,
Then only he is at wrong.

But, there is nothing wrong with the concept of
Ananda or Parmananda or Nityananda,

Which always is there
For those who have it.


With regards,

ONE-ZERO : Denial of all colors Makes itself a color

Now it is 10 (ten).

Exhaustion
Of ideas or material
Brings in the repetition
In new forms and formulations

So, repeating one (1) and zero (0)
And joining them together
To see new creation of 10.


**********

Counted rice, water and fire.
Exhausted.

Then put them together
To bring in different new rice.

***********

One is one
And one only exists.

**********

Then, no-one else
To see and say
It is one.

**********

So, one becomes
None, zero (0)

************

So, one God (1)
Equals no God (0)


***********

No God, but God.
God, but no God.

All colors, but no colors
But to a color

No colors, but a color
But to no color.


*************

Denial of all colors
Makes itself a color, the black

Blending of all colors
Denies all colors
Makes it a color of no-color,
White as a color.


************


Put together
Both God (1)
And no-God (0)
Making it to 10.

The new beginning
Without feel of repetition.

Adding the value
Giving the feel of increase.

Without change in quantity
But giving the feel of change.

************

Black
A denial by denying
And white …
A denial by blending

All to make
The same God
One or Zero

To create more and more
Out of this one-zero

At least such a feel.

Birthday for a life to die

My birth days have never been taken serious
As I was the tenth son, in a poor family
Of highly scholarly father who did not believe
In any of this for many of his own reasons.

So, done the same breathing in and out

Today, and
From today onwards, too
The same.

Withering and flowering
For the same meaning

Life being the life’s strategy,
Or God being God’s Strategy,
It has no other play, player,
Play ground and play-items & tools.

Life, with the other name “God”,
Has no births and deaths.

So, never born and dead am I too.

Rather I am born and dying
Each and every moment.

Gone is dead.

Undergoing is life,
The other name of dying process.

And what is expected to gain is
Life to die
Or the life of dying.

Life is the way you take it.

Life is
The way you take it.

Like water...

It can fit into any shape and form....

It will show any color.

It will give any taste....

It will flow to any direction.

And the way it goes up
It will come down too

Making all equally same..

And the truth and God
Are not different either.

HELPLESSNESS..... THY NAME IS INTELLIGENCE/AWARENESS

Anyone’s real fix is:

The fix of living or having to live
For living means,

Or of living or having to live
For the jobs of securing living means,

Or of living or having to live to see
The life or living means
Are secure.

*********
Anyone’s real fix is:

The fix of identifying,
Or having to identify himself
In and with a job,

Which, he is made to do
To earn and secure his living means
For physical survival.


************

Thought:

Drop the ideas for good reasons....

To get lost of senses and its dictations, and

And to be free from being
Confined to or defined by
The senses and its dictations.

Just to live in and with
The flow and spontaneity.


***********

Didn’t know the development....
Made by the physic and its senses...
Within a very short while....
Making me too to be its prisoner.


Good ….. done.... and decided ...
To live in and with the flow.

**********

Hearing the soul...

Proceeding.

Listening...
And engaged in and with life..., God.

Life of spontaneity or disorder.
Order of disorder.
Attachment of detachment.
Color of no-color.
Reason of no-reason.


************

Reading….,
The way it is.
So are the questions…. this way....
Affirmative ….

************

Trying ….
To discourage from dedicating
The soul to the physic and its aspiration.

Knowing the factual/actual need of spirit....
No-need.

***********

Physical situations are
Beyond calculations and assumptions.

The physic misleads and abuses the spirit.


*********

What one is undergoing ,
Or is made to undergo,
For physic
Is called life....,

Without being pre-defined,
And without being able to merge.

As an alien conqueror.
With a feel of separation.

Separating the finger;
To see the finger doesn’t
Remain to be a finger
Once it is separated.

Rather, gets rotten soon.


***********

Nothing to think…
Dropped the dreams.

The dictating dreams
The imprisoning dreams;

Returning home...., to God
Substituting all other
Targets and plans....


************

How many years more,
As an alien, on this earth
One can stay..., for physic….?

Cruel is human’s destiny…!!!
Very cruel is the ways of his living !!!


*************

Even the donkeys never had to work,
Or had been made to work,
Except for humans,
Like humans for themselves.


*********

Spirit is a mirage.
Then, why not physic too….?

Not more than three days
Can physic remain intact.


***********

The question of constant income!!!


The physic, an alien expatriate, is
Stopped from returning home ....,
From submitting to soul, meaning.

What and for what ?
No defining plain.....

It will continue to be
Changing to higher and higher....

Lowering the soul, meaning,
To the lower and lower.


***********

Physic is the slave
And the soul, meaning, is the master.

The physic’s rule over the soul is
The slave’s rule over the Master.


*********

Qualification to succeed
As a physical being is
To lose the soul, meaning.
Or to rule over the soul,
The meaning. Silencing it.


********

Unqualified ones reach and rule,
With their strain, the good positions, material....

And those with good awareness/intelligence,
For the reason of awareness or intelligence,
Get misguided and wander....

So are the questions.


*************


Very tough for intelligent/aware ones
To live and survive.... physically.

Can’t compromise…
For the reason of no-reason
Of soul, the meaning...

Can’t dedicate and worship...;
Would prefer to be a beggar

And any others, than them,
Will come up from other part...


*********

Strain and brain causes the rain……
Totally different rains....
As both in themselves contain rain....


***********

Those moving forward on/with strain,
Will have no questions and tensions...

So, with no wandering here and there...,
They will reach their target like tortoise...,


**********

Those of brilliance and awareness,
With the soul, meaning,
Will, physically, sleep here and there….

For the addictions of awareness, soul,
And the difference of opinion thereby

For not having material motivations,
Ideological or illusory or imaginary...
Created and supported for and by
The senses of physic.


***********


Those who strain
Never change their eyes
From the things they want.
And they never get distracted....


Thousands are the examples...
They would worship and can worship
Their boss and money.


*************

Those with awareness
Easily become helpless, physically...
For their consciousness and cautious nature,
And because they listen to themselves...

Those, who are aware,
Are calculative though...;
Calculations lead or mislead them away...
Of material reaching and earnings...


**********

And in material life,
Only material matters...


**********

Billionaires won’t stop, bored,
Their earning and yearning...

Meanwhile,
Even without being compelled by any force
(Including helplessness and escapism),
Those aware may start
From their very beginning,
To stop earning and burning process.

To make and decide enough is enough.

Though materially unsafe and unwise...
But helpless are they, but to decide so.

Helplessly, tend to decide and implement
The way they are....


**************

Intelligence/awareness is
A blessing as well as a curse....

************

Those who are not intelligent/aware (lucky)
May not know,
In their dream and want to be intelligent/aware,
What all self imposed inner
Cyclones and twisters are
Undergone by an intelligent aware ones....
To avoid their physic.

How much they burn for their soul, meaning,
Because of the physic, they take up....

How much are they unable to cope up
With the external skinny physical world...

How much frictions and contradictions they face,
For the sake of physic and skin,
From their own soul and the world around them....

They are in war with themselves, first of all,
And then with the world around them
Till they reach and know
Physic and soul as,
And merge them to be,
One and the same.


*********

Intelligent/aware ones start to be aliens to
Their own physical selves
And then to the physical world around...

Till their such knowledge and merger.


**************


They can't understand as to why
One will have to live all his life
Only for making and earning a living
For physic....

Being unable to identify
With the external things and status...,

Afraid are they, so, to sell their soul
To buy the physic and physical aspirations...

Still, they become helpless and frustrated,
When the need of physic comes up...
And, towards the physical nature of life....


*********


There, are they made to be mad
To justify themselves in a wilder way...

There, are they made not to justify
The world around them in a wilder way...

Madness….
Poetry or literature or philosophy...


***********

They are basically helpless...

They can’t be professional.

They can't do every day the same.
T
hey would need things to be new and changing...

They flow and want to be in a flow of changes...

They are undergoing changes every now and then.

They will behave like aliens.

Still they have to live physically....
Just physically only...

Helplessness!!!!
Thy name is intelligence... Awareness…..


*************

The real fix of
Living to secure life and living
To see and make
Life and living are secure.

Life of physic
Taking away spirit and soul.


*********

Buddha or Jesus or Mohammed
Are not taken for
Physical life.

They are not depended herein
With confidence
No one follows them here.

So, they go to school, colleges,
Interviews and work place.
Just to get his living means

Soul is solely used for physical aspirations


************

As for soul and its seeking of meaning
They would depend on their faith
Define for them,
As they consider, by
Mohammed, Jesus and Buddha.

They wouldn’t need to pursue themselves.

They wouldn’t need to see and break
The skies by themselves.

But will consider and name
Their blindness and helplessness
As their skies

There the skies are the skies
Told and defined to them by
Buddha, Jesus and Mohammed


************


How easy it is
To be blind and not to follow
Soul and meaning…!!!!!

Can’t God reach into the imaginations of his own creations ?

Master
One and only for all….?

Yes, my son,
Learn to hear from near
And to see the near and nearest.

Yes, in such a way,
Hearing and seeing the nearest
And the innermost,
You will learn to know that
Each one has and will have
His own truth and God.
One and only as of his;
But, without the claim of exclusivity
To make it the same to all and for all.

For each one, his own.
That way
One and only truth and God.

The way one takes,
He will take it
And he will make it to be.

No imitation and no aping
Can be there
To reach God and truth
Or to teach about God and truth.

One can't talk and make
The truth and God
Of and for others.

One has to feel, reflect and know
From his own, by his own.
Like sprouting and perspiring.

Unless one knows and feels,
Sprouts and perspires
By and for himself,
He is without God and truth.

Such a person
Won’t need a God to believe in;
But won’t be away from God
And won’t be an enemy of God.

No God is there
To be enemy with any

God and truth are
As equally closer to them
As it is to the one
Who feel s and knows God and truth.

Need of worshiping, praying or praising God
Arises only when
One knows and has a call
From his inner-self.
Sprouting and perspiring.

With whatever forms and names
He may call God, till then,
For sure,
God is and will be there
With any and all such
Forms and names.

Don’t talk of a God
Who can’t come and reach
Into the imaginations or imagined forms
Of and by his own creations.
And of the truth
That cannot originate
From one’s own soul and self.

If the call and feel is
Real and in-felt,
God and truth is therein.