Tuesday, July 6, 2010

To qualify - chicks break the shell from inside

Quite simple as it is....

Even otherwise we do adjust
For progammes, marriages... trips....

We take them as such...
For better
And hoping and trying for better.

Not because we are denied of...

Diversions will bring in diversity to life....

Just one has to be sure
Such diversions are not for negatives.

Though negatives as such have not to be
Taken as negatives….

Like in football and any other game,
With all good care and play,
One can lose
Due to befalling of ill-luck
Or mistake on the part of referees.

It happened so in recent matches.
Two pre-quarter finals of World Cup 2010.
(To England against Germany
And to Mexico against Argentina).

That is the case of life too.

In volleyball,
(Or tennis or table tennis)
The ball, used to play
And to make the play into play,
Is considered as something to be avoided.

So, is every team making sure that
The ball is falling in other's court.

Even in foot ball... or cricket....
It is the same.

Never to be beaten by the ball
Used for the play to make the play.

Falling of ball,
With which one want to play,
In one’s court or post
Is ill-luck or negative.

And this negative,
Mere presence of it gives
The play the meaning of a play,
And to positive
Its value and beauty.

In life too it is the case...
Here, for sure, the ball is death....
That is the only thing one can be sure of.
The back ground of black board
In which white letters of life is written
With toil and hard work.

Life is an affair or phenomenon
Unsure and unguaranteed,
But almost spent in trying;
Just to get tired.
To inhale;
Just to exhale.
To live;
To die.

So has one ever to try
To be living.
Has to work hard,
Undergo learning and burning
And has to take all cares from all corners
For living healthy.

Life is one’s trial to cling onto a wall.

Once the grip of clinging is gone,
The only sure fall (death) will happen.

And the only sure thing is the fall.
The death.

Clinging is one’s trial and effort to be... ,
Which we may term as life or living process,
In which no one can be every time successful.

Here, at least here,
My time to leave is almost near.
Grip is getting lost.
Clinging to this wall is almost to be over...
And, death from this scenario
At least for today....

Life includes what all things
We happen to see and experience
And what all other things
We do not happen
To see and experience
In our day to day life.

Life, in the whole,
Includes death too.

What goes wrong is that
We forget or become ignorant of
What we do not happen to see or experience
On day-to-day basis in our life.
Sometimes, for some temporary reasons.

And we happen, thereby, to think
As it is not part and parcel of life.

Or happen to take life as a mixture of
Only what we happened experience.
That too from a very limited and confined room of ours.

So, I am going to leave.
The limit has been reached.
Clinging on is to fail.
Fall is inevitable.
Only question will be
Now or some other time...?

Faith, piety and virtue,
As ordained by some other,
Without going into its core,
Is generally taken and followed
To enable one to forget such scenario
Or not to attend such scenario
By oneself independently,
To escape......

********** *********

One my friend,
Finally started claiming that
He was the person behind making of "Titanic" (Film),
He was controlling the traffic in Bombay city,
He had contacts with yogis in Himalayas,
His was Brahmos (and some other) missile technology
And he had the formula for the medicine of AIDS.

He went like this on to many and many..........
And finally started doubting and suspecting
Own family members, including his mother,
As if they were trying to poison him.

But his path to be a delusive was gradual,
Through a very long path of
Wrong application of Yoga
In a very romantic way, by fascination, or
By thinking he can also be like Parmahamsa,
In an imitative way,
Then, by helplessness and frustration,
Starting of impersonification....

But, for sure,
In aggravating the same...
As a catalysts... fascination
Might have worked,
The way we cannot diagnose.....

I had another friend
Who studied with me in Cochin University.....

And I too was there...

Since he was there with delusions,
Even if I were to talk my intuitions
Or any kind of different thoughts,
It was easy to be termed as delusion.
At least for fun....

So, I have had to distinguish both very tightly
At least for my satisfaction,
Or to convince others, in the beginning.

One - sound made by the one drowning;
The other - talk and sound
Of the easy swimmer in a very calm water.

One as stones,
And the other eggs or seeds.

And this my friend would suddenly ask
Me or any one
Where our ID card is/was
And would need us to show him the same.
For him it was to ensure
That we are not spying on him.....
He would say,
Veerappan was already in his custody.

Delusion could be by a disorder in brain
For no specific apparent reason
Without any kind of influence
From frustration of emulations
Or fake claims or misguidance
Or from wrong application of yoga
Or life.

Deluded mind may focus on any object,
Common to the common people
But for them specially attractive or distractive,
And may happen to see only
Its good or bad qualities.

Even though we are not
And we may not be afraid,
It is a true fact that every fall will give pain.
And this understanding itself is a pain and fear,
Though we may not term it as such....

Things may look negative,
Keeping its positive inside.

A jackfruit or coconut is negative
To see them externally

Fire is very attractive...
But with the burn inside

Without taking risk of cutting the link
With its mother
By which one was very secure and safe,
He/it would not have started
A life of our own on its/his own breathing….

That is why and how
Chicks break from inside
The shell of the eggs
In which they were safe and secure.

And if any one was
To break those shells
For their sympathy towards them
It would amount to crippling them
Or disabling them
From living on its own
Through out their life.

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