PRAY AND COMPLAIN TO GOD JUST BECAUSE YOU DO NOT BELIEVE IN HIM

PRAY AND COMPLAIN TO GOD JUST BECAUSE, DO NOT BELIEVE IN HIM

As simple it is….

Happen to pray and complain to God

Just because, do not believe in him.

Need and feel to pray and complain to God

Just because, really disbelieve him.

Rather, while praying, 

Mean to say and imply

God did and made mistakes.

Or he caused imperfections and defects.

(Not knowing

Only a letter or a comma or a colon I am

In a sentence in a chapter in a book.

And alienating myself from the whole

I go for praying and complaining.)

And by praying and complaining

I need God to correct

Such his mistakes, defects and imperfections.

So, I notify and remind him

Of those his mistakes or misgivings

For correction.

Somehow, I happen to think and believe,

God did not see and know

What I could see and know.

****************

Dear my son,

If at all you happen to see and know God,

If at all you believe in God

You will never pray, complain and ask for more.

Rather seeing the greatness

And the greatness of this universality and life in it

You will just happen to be fall in great silence

Of great awe and astonishment.

And will just acknowledge the same

Helplessly,  without knowing how to express,

With all the attributes and names you can give.

This universe and all the space in it won’t be enough

To accommodate those attributes and names.

Dear my son,

You will just become thunder-struck

To see, know, acknowledge and praise

The mere spark of this greatness.

And such your knowing, praising and acknowledgement

With your conviction and admission in awe and astonishment

Will become your prayer.

Nothing else my dear son.

If you believe in God

You will never have to pray, complain and ask for more.

Than just acknowledge and praise

On what all you see, enjoy and experience.