WHAT IS BORING AND WHY ONE GETS BORED?

WHAT IS BORING AND WHY ONE GETS BORED?

Question:

What is boring and getting bored?

One’s inability to touch himself

One’s inability to touch truth or God.

A state of not feeling full and perfect.

As state of not being able to be full and perfect.

A state of being away from truth and afraid of self.

So, boring is the tendency to be away from one’s own self.

Boring is the feel when one has to face his own self.

But unable.

Boring is one’s inability to face him alone.

One’s inability to be his own mirror

 One’s inability to be a spectator while he plays.

If one can feel perfect without needing

To do or engage in anything external,

He is perfect and filled every where.

He can live, do, know and go along with him

With no duel thinking and conflict.

Hence with no boring.

Boring means imperfection.

Boring means

Fear of falling in one’s own

Inner hollowness and emptiness.

A state of not becoming full and perfect by himself.

************ **********

No one really understands why he is getting bored.

It is his inability:

To afford and entertain himself.

Or to be afforded and entertained by him alone.

It is his becoming

A burden to himself.

A big question mark.

It is one’s wanting to escape

From him, what he is and

What he is unable to answer.

For not being able to find and get

Meaning and significance for and to

His own being, identity and existence.

For his fear of falling into the hollowness

That he feels inside him.

Or for his getting questions a lot

And not being able to answer.

Especially the questions of

Who he is? For what he is?

A state of not feeling full and perfect.

Question:

Then, why one has to feel bored?

As part of his unending effort to escape:

From himself and from his inability

To be with, and to face, him,

To afford and entertain him.

To answer the questions of who and what he is for.

And from his inability

To become a question mark to himself.

Question:

Then how does one escape or try to get along with?

By liking and loving everything else, but him.

By reflecting him in all external things and events

Than himself and his inner soul.

By accommodating and entertaining everything and everyone,

But him and his inner soul.

By engaging and getting involved in any external things,

Except in him and his inner soul,

Call it social or religious or political or professional attachments or engagements.

By identifying him with all those external engagements, possessions and positions.

Except with him and his inner soul.

By trying to reflect him in all such external beauties and claims of

External engagements, positions, power and possessions.

Disliking his own self.

One’s inability to be in the state in which he is

One’s disengagement from self.

One’s wanting everything but self.

One’s effort to get rid of one’s own self.

One’s identifying with external devil than internal God.

Question:

Would that mean forsaking of self

Like our mystics and saints were claiming?

No.

Why?

Because by identifying with external

He is trying to magnify his own bodily self.

He is getting more of body burden on his self or soul

With more unwanted external actions and wanting

Due to his possessions, engagements and positions.

He is strengthening the shell and body

Than the soul and kernel.

He is not forsaking his bodily self

Bu is getting more with his actions and its repercussions

He is not merging himself with the whole,

But alienating and segregating himself from the whole

And from the state of being alone in that state of whole

With what all he has as his position, possessions and engagements.

Try to know,

If there is no external for him to reflect and identify with,

It would means there is no “him “too.

That is how one lose himself

To merge with the whole.

No external others, so, no “I”

That is how one will lose himself

To merge with the whole

Identifying him with the whole.

Till the time one is with himself

Happy and satisfied,

Perfect with no need to look outward

To identify and get recognized and approved,

Without being disturbed for that reason

No one is perfect

That is why and how we say God is perfect

Why?

If there at all is a God,

He won’t bother to know and claim

He is a God.

Because,

He is alone, as said to be one and only.

He is the only one; he only can be with him.

He has no others; to view and watch him,

To share, comment and interact with him

And to get approval and recognition from any.

Nothing else he can get engaged in,

To reflect and identify him with.

God is one, all and the whole,

Be it called matter or spirit.

He only can go along with him

And he can afford and entertain

With nothing other than him.

Anyone godly, divine, is and has to be the same.