Attaining oceanic experience with Oceanic God

I could say and claim
God is trapped and confined
In my cup

I could claim my cup is
The only possible biggest ocean,
Or biggest possible God.

I could deny God beyond my cup
Claiming that such a God
Beyond my cup never exists.

The result will be:

I will never have the chance
To see the real God.

The dot in me will not explode
To be the whole.

I will never have the chance
To be in any ocean
Or at any beach-side,
At least, of any ocean.

I will never widen and broaden myself
To attain and experience
The great oceanic experience
With and within the great oceanic God.

I would be just be another denier
Denying the depth and width
Of the great oceans. God.

Just simple a black dot.