A TEA OF TURBULENCE OR A TEA OF TAO TE CHING....?

Hello Mother of Easness....,
Let the easeness be showering on you....

Your rising in the horizon of computer and internet
Denotes some other’s setting....,
At least mine…

Even otherwise,
Setting and rising means one and the same....
Unless it is taken relatively....

One will have to be rising as well
When he sets.
In the same time,
In the same place.

Only because setting, rising is...

Rather,
One never sets or rises...
Views make it to be setting and rising....

So, the viewers and their perspectives…

**************
I know what does one mean
When he says about making a tea
With alphabets....

Creating a feel …
A maya feel of…
Not only of a simple Tea;
But of a tea of turbulence
Or a tea of Tao Te Ching.

*************
But, still I have to seek
Your way and sense of making it...

There lies the diversity of life
And oneness of life in all its diversities…

************

For sure.......
At least as the one who can read my mind....
Without much ambiguity...,
Considering our long talk in between,
You can easily come to know that
I don't write anything new...

So, you can easily follow... I hope...
It is your life talking to you…

*********

Just, the things are put in different ways
In different contexts...

One can’t help it otherwise...
Truth is one and only...,
But, put in different ways
In different contexts......

*********

Good example will be of rice...

Sometime it is used for our lunch as rice (boiled rice)...
Some other time it will be used for
Making Puttu or Rotti or Dosha ..
But, only the same rice
Put in different ways in different contexts...
To make it acceptable and digestible….
To flow the life with novelties…

And to explain and address one and the same
Appetite or hunger or taste...
In all different styles...,
Method and expressions...

Like one and only woman
In many different dresses...

Hope now you understand me now...

And, for sure,
This was already understandable to you,
Even otherwise...

I don't know what it is....

Dear….,

Sorry...
This has become a very good game now...
It is true….
One has to be passive when the other is active...
Like one has to be listening when the other is talking...
Black and white….
Day and night…..

That is what is happening here too...?
Either you or I have to become passive...
All active together will lead us to
Chaos and conflicts…
Big explosions….
One’s activity is getting sheltered
In other’s passivity…
Life in the graveyard….

As undefined one is
The graveyard and things inside it.
Without trying to establish
As some-one or something defined.
Only someone …. something …. somewhere...
That is the life and this world are like ….

Seeking God has nothing to do
With any particular religion or path....
Which-ever be the direction and path,
You can reach him, the whole...
Only thing will be
You will have to tread the path by yourself
With your own intention....

The question yours is right.
Can’t one be reaching God
Without treading a path too?
Has one to take intentionally
A path…?

Yes, you are with and within the circle,
And are being forming part of the same circle.

When everyone is only with and within the God,
What is the question of taking and treading a path to him…?

All the meaning of taking and treading a path is,
Then,
Your effort to make you know
Or to convince you that
You are with the God….
Just unveiling…..
Unlearning the lessons of
Ignorance and confinements…
The denials…

If you know God,
It is the greatest of all knowledge.....
For that,
One has to start knowing one's self....?

It is great to know that you know God.....
Or at least you are on the path to God...?

But as for me,
I know one and only thing.
God knows you all with all your limitations.....
Weaknesses... helpless nesses...
Because God knows God.

God has no one book only….
Even a sand-grain is his book...
So, I don’t know as to which book
Do you mean herein
As the only one book of God...?

God can do and give what all you need
Even without your seeking and letting him know....
It is equal to your knowledge of yourself….

To be in need of your seeking and making him know
Of all your needs,
God is not that blind and ignorant….

And you do not know more than God
About your requirements and solutions...

So, more than seeking, please praise him,
Without thinking he asked you to praise him....

Praise God voluntarily by your will and confession

Without fearing,
Learn to love God

Love can come only from knowledge...,
But, when unconfined to be unconditional;
Whereas fear will come from ignorance and darkness....,
Being confined, thereby, with conditions,
Like all the Beliefs ...

I don't know as to what the worship means...
Love and life with the love is for me my worship...

Ritualistically one cannot love any other.
You also can't love as ordained and dictated by some other,
Keeping, being confined in the language,
Tone and content of such dictators…..
Love will make its own tone, tongue, time and content...

I don't know what the worship is...
And I don't advise any one to worship any....

Study and learn
Till u reach a point
Where you will know
That you have to undo all your studies and learning....
You have to unlearn yourself....

Would be very much happy to see one
In his or her unlearning and freeing process.
God is free and only free you can go to him...

I don't know whether you understand me the way I put it....

I am happy to have this very good chat with you...
Which I can't expect from any other to this level....

With regards…,

CONTINUE THE CHAT.….. TILL I AM ONLINE.... TILL MY SPIRIT IS AWAKE…..

What a beautiful scene...!!!
Computers are asleep while our emails are awake.

Just like the enlightened soul within the sleeping physic...

Just like the dreaming mind within the sleeping body....

Formalities will come first in...,
With no special meaning.....
Like the bride's beautiful dress…..
With nothing to do with the real bride....
Still, we will start with the formalities...

The orange cannot be eaten with its skin on...

Formalities are like the skin,
Just to protect and not to be eaten up....
But to be pealed off…..
What is eaten up is the real inner core... stuff...

The skin shouldn’t mislead any....
To make him live by and for the skin....
And to make his entire search be
Stopped on reaching the skin...

After all, other's talk about him,
Seeing his skin,
Won’t help him to walk his path...
He will have to walk his path
By his own foot...

Being only a living man
Make your life your philosophy…...
Without being worried and afraid of boring philosophy
To explain the life….
Philosophy will come usually,
As the justification for
The helplessness.... and the inability…
Helplessness of being unable
To live and celebrate the life.

It is true
Life was not his choice by himself.
Rather it was imposed on him
When he was helplessly helpless….

Still, why can’t he be choosing,
On his imposed living track,
To be living with the same life, God
And celebrating the same life….,
In the way of celebrating the same God….,
At least not to alienate him
From the very life or God.

What he sees as sky is his helplessness...
It is where his eyes becomes blind and he calls it sky...
Similar to his beliefs and faiths… Helplessness…
Or the other name of helplessness….

****************
For sure we will have to chat more...
To breathe into each other,
To live the good relationship....…..
Exchanges are the good breathing of any relationship....;
Once it is stopped, the relation will start dying....

And you can still continue the chat
Till you can see I am online....
Till you may feel my spirit is awake……
And till you know my mind can dream…..

Rising, it cannot be heavy

Dear Sumi,
For the first time.

Without that first time
Won't come the next time
And its continuity...

Sun has to rise...

Rising, it cannot be heavy....
Still it has to rise.

Without that very first slow step
Not even the fastest sprinter
Can make his start..

Your soul will dance

Dear ............,

Hope you are doing fine....
Especially with your family there.
I think they (your family) are there.

Please convey my regards to your son,
Who once happen to come forward with his notes/comments.
Let him continue with same or similar…….
Continuing like that
He will, for sure, happen to reach many new areas
Which will automatically bring in him the changes...

The flow....


Having almost completed 9.5 years in gulf (Kuwait)
I have a feel of making a return plan,
At least within one years time
Or earlier...
I think, life after 40s should be spent
To pursue one's own soul/ meaning...,
As part of preparing to go back to one's own nest...


No other go than to remember you all...
Forgetting intentionally will require more energy,
And will spoil me,
Than for remembering you all naturally.

Artificiality will require more exertion
Whereas the Spontaneity is
The flow and tongue of life or God

Hatred will burn the soul,
Making the soul for its fuel,
Whereas in love
Your soul will dance
Making the love as the music for such dances.


With regards

Words are the sticks - Can never be left alone

Words are the sticks on which
The works and walks have to walk and work.

Once the stick is broken,
All the works and walks,
With the walking (or working)-selves,
Will fall down.

Words can never be left alone,
Without the company of
Work or walk and the walking (or working)-selves.
It will become like a sword against you.
Very cruel and very ghostly.

So, when you put the words,
Put also all your efforts...
To work and walk your words.
Effort, exerted with the words, are
The spirits that will enable the words live.
Efforts are its breathing in and out.

You may deserve sympathy
When you ask your friends for help.
And you may ask for such helps
Ignorantly, without knowing
Whether you really need such helps,
Or ask for the help unnecessarily, seeing or envying
Your friend’s high richness.

Oceans and rivers may have water in abundance.
But, unless you are really thirsty
You have not to drink from them.
And never drink more than what you require,
Which, otherwise, will only exhaust you.

And with that same sympathy, maximum, towards you
Your friend, (like ocean and rivers) might have discouraged you
From taking such helps,
Seeing that you are not grown up
To conceive any such responsibilities
Or to take in such amount of water.

And for the reason of your insistence for
Your own back-history of immaturity
They might have given you such helps as well
Like the ocean and rivers are made
To give you its water to drink.

Now, you are in traps.
Seeds of help, which you have taken in
Like the water of oceans and rivers,
Have now sprouted to make it
Into responsibilities.

And you become alone with no other choices
But to see your duty of
Conceiving and delivering is done properly.

For sure,
Conceiving and delivering are not like
Counting sand-grains at sea-shores.
Orgasm of taking in will be nowhere
When you will have to take up
The pressure and pain of conception and delivery

You have to see now
What your efforts are directed to this
Conception and delivery
And when will it be accomplished....

Only you will be there to take up
And only you can take up
The pain and pressure of the same

Hereby,
You will get to know that
Words alone will not walk and work.

If the words would have worked by itself,
It would have worked and walked so easily
Without needing you asking for the help
And your friends’ intentional discouraging you
From taking such helps , especially
For such unnecessary and silly purposes of
Great your immaturity....

Now you alone have to take up the burden...

To work it out to show and give the required result....

You can inhale.
But you can't do inhaling continuously
For that you have exhale....

A new born baby girl with full breast or menstruation

Dear...,

The easiest way to get your best friend lost
Or to make him your worst enemy
Is to give him loan
Or to deal with him financially.

There is a say, I heard it in my childhood,
It is said to be said by Imaam Ghazaali, that;
To test one’s credibility and reliability,
Don’t look at his punctuality
In doing rituals and prayers
Or to the prayer mark on his forehead
Or to the way he wears his dress,
But give him some money
Or deal with him in finance.

What we say in Malayalam is
“Bandhathil Kuntham Chaaruk”.
(Kuntham chithal vannu murinhu veezhumbol,
Chaari ninna bandhavum thaane veezhum)

Especially if such loan is given,
Or such financial deal is done,
Immaturely for soothing one’s immaturity;
Not for serious or urgent need
And if it is beyond his (loan-taker’s) capacity.

If at all you feel giving loan
To those incapacitated
Give them only in charity or free loan.
Not the loan, to be paid back,

So, that you can save

Both the giver and taker of loan.

Or you should put in your mind,
When you give loan, that
It is only a charity or free loan
(But without declaring it in their front
To save their face)
Seeing they will be unable to give back.

But charity shouldn’t be given
Immaturely for soothing one’s immaturity
And wasting it through his/their
Immature imaginations

***********

One can have mustache on his face
When grown up and young
By then, it will be part of his handsomeness.

But what it will be like
When it is for a new born baby…?

What it will be like
When a new born baby girl is
Having full breast or menstruation?

Early growth, mostly, may not indicate
The real health
Rather it may denote
The ruin and danger …..

Excessive or speedy growth also
Do not show one’s health
Rather it will be disease like cancer…..

A lamb may take much pride
In its company ( that it got for some extra ordinary reason)
With the lions and tigers.

But the same pride will ruin all its life.

Initially lamb will have smile on its face.

Later on, the smile will be
On the face of tigers and lions.

Dear ....,

Particularly you have to be aware of this …
I fear that you are trapped
In such traps (attractions) of early (so-called) big contact
And unwanted habits and addictions, thereby.


Easy reaching on mountain top is good.
But, it will not
Give your muscles enough strength…
Which, strength, only can sustain you in long run,
By which only you can walk long.

And you will miss to learn
Long back history
That leads and reaches to the mountain top
And which really makes mountain top
As the mountain top.

***********

If given for any real need (you as a friend in need),
It is justifiable and
Even if the loan was not returned
You can understand and consider it as no-problem.
It can be considered as big tree’s giving shade to the others.

But giving to one un-wantedly,
That too for cutting the same tree which gives him shade,
Beyond his capacity
Would for sure spoil him
To get him lost of such a good friend, trees.

For the future…

With regards

The fuel that has to be burnt for seeking and attaining

Dear…,
I am so much touched by your email.
For sure I will be in touch with you.

Don't worry at all.
Worrying will not solve anything.
It will be like running inside the running train.

Such running won't increase the speed of the train.
Rather, it will exhaust the passenger inside
Even before he reaches his destination,
Wherefrom he will have to go further.
So, his further pursuit will be obstructed or delayed.

We all seek
Right path or truth or realization.

But no one want to know
About the requirements of such seeking and attainment.
About what kind of fuel one has to burn
For attaining the same truth or right path or realization.

The fuel that has to be burnt
For seeking and attaining could be
The health ours
Wealth ours
Name and prestige ours.

So, material deterioration should not mean any thing
To the real right and truth seeker....

He has to be able to see the truth
Or path to the truth and realization
In and with everything that he undergoes.

For sure I will be in touch with you.

With regards,

Nothing to change and nowhere to Go back....

Dear my …...,

Nothing to change and nowhere to Go back....

What you are doing in your office is
Not what you really need or want to do in your life.

It is as per a contract, because of other compulsions,
You are acting or pretending for 8 hours of your duty time....

You are bound to do that
With no other choices for your physical survival,
For the reason you only know.

You are acting or behaving differently
With different people in your society or your family,
In different situations and contexts.

You won't act or behave alike
With/before all and in all situations.
Your behavior and action will be different
Towards each of your brothers, sisters, wife,
Children, parent, teachers, friends, etc…..

You have a set method to do, act, behave or do the things
According to the need of the time and situation.

That is why we all never make love in front of our children.

And what will do you do in toilets will not be done in dining rooms.


*************

So, taking the part of one month stay,
When one comes in search of a job,
(Like I told you one's own reasons and compulsions)
How can you consider
One has gone back to past and vanished to the future....
Or backward or forward

After all, you only know what and who you really are,
Whereby you will really know that
You (or me) are no one and nothing in physical terms,
But the one who is struggling to survive just physically....
Forgetting the spiritual or any other side and its thirsts and wants.

For physical survival,
You (we) will spend 8 (or any amount of) hours a day
In the office or anywhere
Doing all (originally) unwanted things,
Against your (our) nature and feature,
Under the commands of real undeserved bosses/commanders.

And to be able to go to the above office
To do the above kinds of works
You (we) were sent
(Like you (we) are sending now your (our) own children)
15 or more years to schools and colleges,
Then many years for searching jobs and going for interviews.

All because of compulsions for just mere physical survival;
Neither you (we) are sending to the one who knows the meaning and purpose
Nor because you (we) want them to know the meaning and purpose.

Dear ……, did you ever think,
At least just for fun sake
And to seek the fun of your existence,
How much you have really spent,
Or you really would have wanted to spend,
For seeking the meaning/purpose of life
And for heightening your so-claimed spirituality?

Than seeking an escape
By blindly believing what you heard others saying....

Beliefs are taken as an excuse to escape,
Or as an escape to get excuses,
And for not doing anything in search of
God or truth or one's own meaning or purpose of life....

Life is spent totally for physical survival/life;
And as for the spirituality,
We go after the hearsays and blind beliefs
Well-prepared to interpret them
And to fight for them and such blind beliefs' marketing,
Depicting God as a very big failure and very desperate, therefore,
Desperately seeking and asking you (us) to market him and
Interpret him.
Even without allowing you (us),
Or even before you (we) make any effort,
To know what you (we) are and for what we are.

Without knowing ourselves,
What, why and how we are and what we are for,
We claim to know God
And we openly argue with others
Preparing ourselves to kill others for that
And opening marketing companies
In different names of organizations or religions.

God is really in great laughter to see all these games
In his name
By himself

So, dear my …..,
Spend a lot more for looking into
Than for looking out.

There, you will get lot kinds of water and food

Then, for sure, you will happen to know
Whether you (we) are really going backward or going forward
Or you will get to know
That you (we) are really not going backward or forward;
But are standing where you (we) are and were
Being in your (our) being
In the state in which you (we) are and were….

Neither changing the stand nor changing the sight or scene....


Am I right Dear…...?

Thank you for being in touch

With great regards