WHAT IS BORING AND WHY ONE GETS BORED?

WHAT IS BORING AND WHY ONE GETS BORED?

Question:

What is boring and getting bored?

One’s inability to touch himself

One’s inability to touch truth or God.

A state of not feeling full and perfect.

As state of not being able to be full and perfect.

A state of being away from truth and afraid of self.

So, boring is the tendency to be away from one’s own self.

Boring is the feel when one has to face his own self.

But unable.

Boring is one’s inability to face him alone.

One’s inability to be his own mirror

 One’s inability to be a spectator while he plays.

If one can feel perfect without needing

To do or engage in anything external,

He is perfect and filled every where.

He can live, do, know and go along with him

With no duel thinking and conflict.

Hence with no boring.

Boring means imperfection.

Boring means

Fear of falling in one’s own

Inner hollowness and emptiness.

A state of not becoming full and perfect by himself.

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No one really understands why he is getting bored.

It is his inability:

To afford and entertain himself.

Or to be afforded and entertained by him alone.

It is his becoming

A burden to himself.

A big question mark.

It is one’s wanting to escape

From him, what he is and

What he is unable to answer.

For not being able to find and get

Meaning and significance for and to

His own being, identity and existence.

For his fear of falling into the hollowness

That he feels inside him.

Or for his getting questions a lot

And not being able to answer.

Especially the questions of

Who he is? For what he is?

A state of not feeling full and perfect.

Question:

Then, why one has to feel bored?

As part of his unending effort to escape:

From himself and from his inability

To be with, and to face, him,

To afford and entertain him.

To answer the questions of who and what he is for.

And from his inability

To become a question mark to himself.

Question:

Then how does one escape or try to get along with?

By liking and loving everything else, but him.

By reflecting him in all external things and events

Than himself and his inner soul.

By accommodating and entertaining everything and everyone,

But him and his inner soul.

By engaging and getting involved in any external things,

Except in him and his inner soul,

Call it social or religious or political or professional attachments or engagements.

By identifying him with all those external engagements, possessions and positions.

Except with him and his inner soul.

By trying to reflect him in all such external beauties and claims of

External engagements, positions, power and possessions.

Disliking his own self.

One’s inability to be in the state in which he is

One’s disengagement from self.

One’s wanting everything but self.

One’s effort to get rid of one’s own self.

One’s identifying with external devil than internal God.

Question:

Would that mean forsaking of self

Like our mystics and saints were claiming?

No.

Why?

Because by identifying with external

He is trying to magnify his own bodily self.

He is getting more of body burden on his self or soul

With more unwanted external actions and wanting

Due to his possessions, engagements and positions.

He is strengthening the shell and body

Than the soul and kernel.

He is not forsaking his bodily self

Bu is getting more with his actions and its repercussions

He is not merging himself with the whole,

But alienating and segregating himself from the whole

And from the state of being alone in that state of whole

With what all he has as his position, possessions and engagements.

Try to know,

If there is no external for him to reflect and identify with,

It would means there is no “him “too.

That is how one lose himself

To merge with the whole.

No external others, so, no “I”

That is how one will lose himself

To merge with the whole

Identifying him with the whole.

Till the time one is with himself

Happy and satisfied,

Perfect with no need to look outward

To identify and get recognized and approved,

Without being disturbed for that reason

No one is perfect

That is why and how we say God is perfect

Why?

If there at all is a God,

He won’t bother to know and claim

He is a God.

Because,

He is alone, as said to be one and only.

He is the only one; he only can be with him.

He has no others; to view and watch him,

To share, comment and interact with him

And to get approval and recognition from any.

Nothing else he can get engaged in,

To reflect and identify him with.

God is one, all and the whole,

Be it called matter or spirit.

He only can go along with him

And he can afford and entertain

With nothing other than him.

Anyone godly, divine, is and has to be the same.

If there is a God, he won’t bother to know and claim he is God.

If there at all is a God,

He won’t bother to know and claim

He is God.

Because,

He is alone, as said to be one and only.

He is the only one; he only can be with him.

He has no others; to view and watch him,

To share, comment and interact with him

And to get approval and recognition from any.

Nothing else he can get engaged in,

To reflect and identify him with.

God is one, all and the whole,

Be it called matter or spirit.

He only can go along with him

And he can afford and entertain

With nothing other than him.

Anyone godly, divine, is and has to be the same.

Truth is, and has to come in, common sense.

Truth is, and has to come in, common sense.

All the philosophies, complicating the truth,

Are only blind men’s talks about elephant.

Hence is it complicated and serious

And is not, and won’t come into, common sense.

Even God, who ever and what ever he be,

Existing or non-existing the way it is said,

Is, and has to come in, common sense

And can vary when and where common sense varies.

All other philosophies, complicating God,

Are only blind men’s talks about elephant.

Hence is it complicated and serious

And is not, and won’t come into, common sense.

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If there is no external to reflect and identify,

Then there is no "me" or "you" or “him “.

That is how one will lose himself

To merge in and with the whole

Identifying him in and with the whole.

WHY DELHI IS OUR CAPITAL, OUR MOTHER INDIA'S CAPITAL?

Criminals need a hole to hide in.
That is what Delhi is and has been.
So, are and were all our political leadership
Holing in there, as criminals to rule over us.

Can you see otherwise,
Anywhere in India's ancient  history,
Delhi as a place from and through where
Our mother came up with
Its all all loving, all encompassing, deep-into-soul vision?

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Still, can you imagine

Why should Delhi be our capital,

Our mother India’s capital

Our kind and visionary

Mother India’s capital?

No doubt.

Because it is the only dark hole

Where the cruelty and injustice

Is the law and language of the land,

Successfully inheriting and continuing

From its past conquerors
Through to its present day rulers.

Where, to qualify to be mother’s capital,

Mothers and sisters are raped and killed

With dignity in the name of governance.

Where cruelty and brutality has

Great protection of law and justice

With all big military and police force

For giving  dignity and power to inhumanity.

Hence, were

The cruel foreign occupiers too

Justified to opt Delhi

To be their capital.

And their successors too,

Of Independent mother Inida,

Have gone with the same option

Since they can’t be different

From the cruel foreign occupiers

In any aspects and features

In any of their deeds or practices.

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We call our India as our Mother.

For that, our capital feels and thinks

All mothers and their children

Should be raped or killed

For no law to question it

But to protect and respect.

That is why and how Delhi is Delhi.

That is  why Delhi is our capital.

That is why all our so-called

Rulers and diplomats are there in Delhi.

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Think other way round too.

Which other place can better qualify

Than Delhi to be our capital?

Delhi. Only Delhi.

It has the support of history

From the cruel foreign occupiers .

They made it as their capital

As they found it fertile

To sow their seeds of cruelty and justice

And reap heavy harvest of heavy power and wealth.

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Rulers, bureaucrats and diplomats,
Of Independent Mother India

The cruelest form of humanity in evolution,

Live and compete only in cruelty

Earn  and learn only by cruelty,

Burn and run only with cruelty

And turn and drink only the power of cruelty

Exerted with their money and muscle.

So, they needed a central place,

A capital it is called,

For exerting their rule of cruelty and hypocrisy

From a place that is really cruel.

Which is by all means only Delhi.

Which other city can better qualify

Than Delhi to be a capital

Where few thugs and thieves can easily

Get called politicians and rulers

In the sweet name of democracy?

You won’t get and see any other idea or reason

Except the above

To make and fit Delhi as our capital.

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Criminals need a hole to hide in.
That is what Delhi is and has been
So, are and were all political leadership
Holing in there, as criminals to rule over us.

Can you see see otherwise,
Delhi anywhere in India's ancient  history
Where from and through India came up with
Its all all loving, all encompassing, deep-into-soul vision.

Life is when we resist and fight; Whereas death needs nothing of such

Words are spelt

When we are helplessly helpless to express….

And whatever real and deep-in-felft

Are inexpressible.

Nothing is guaranteed

But death…. is a fact.

And, basically, life is the cost

That we all pay

To buy the death,

Unwanted, but unavoidable.

Life is when we resist and fight;

Whereas death needs nothing of such

And comes in

When we cease to resist and fight.

It is with the thread of death,

The life is weaved into posterity.

Expressing

The most inexpressible

Silly is the soul and serious is the external body

Silly is not silly, but silly.

Silly is the soul, the core, the kernel

For which serious, the physic, is a cover

Serious is the external body,

Tough, rough, concrete and glittering,

That protects, covers and sustains

The silly, that looks like very silly,

Abstract, soft and sensitive.

The physic, the serious, lives its life,

With its serious thoughts or works,

Just to serve and sustain the silly

And carry the silly forward.

Serious is just silly

In front of the silly that is core, kernel and soul

Having no fear & guilt feeling is what confidence is

To learn something new, we need to unlearn

And to unlearn, we need to learn something new.

No one can fill the blank

Without unfilling (undoing) the same blank..

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Master -disciple relationship shouldn't be such

That master remains as master ever

And disciple remains as disciple ever.

Master being afraid of disciples overtaking him

Or at least of disciple's becoming a master, equally like him,

Were denying in the past to his disciples 

The core secret or core knowledge

To ensure disciples are ever disciples around him 

And master is secure with that..

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This world is silly and illusory. 

True.

But, to sustain this silly and illusory only

(Be it a simple smile on our children's face

Or a good nap at night

Or some simple taste on our tongue)

All the so-called serious things 

(high management and high presidency) 

Are done and invented.

Missing silly things in life,

No one can do such so-called serious things.

Life is lived and so-called serious things are done

Only to have silly things of life happening for sure in continuity.

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God does the way you do.

God talks the way you talk.

God answers the way you 

Do talk and work.

That is how the world is world

And that is how the world is made

And made to be progressing the way it is

Giving every one a kind of feel that

He does, he invents, he creates

For his own and by his own

To secure a life for him and his.

So,  pray the way you work

Talk the way you live.

Your work is the answer

To the prayer you make.

That is how the things happened for you.

Be it is a road or an aero plane or an I-phone.

Things happens to be, or made to be, in

For one or other feel, necessarily.

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The only tool and way

To be and to make us confident is

To do our part to the possible perfection.

More than just manipulation.

Basically having no fear

And having no guilt feeling  

Is what confidence is

And it is where one gets confidence

And becomes confident.

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Our inability is our inability.

And it is okay and acceptable.

But, it shouldn't be shown as

Our stand, quality and ability

To represent us in disguise.

And it should not cost others.

Our ignorance is our ignorance

And it is okay and acceptable.

But it shouldn't be claimed as

Our knowledge and expertise

For us in disguise.

And it should not cost others.

Our helplessness is our helplessness

And it is okay and acceptable.

But it shouldn't be depicted as

Our strength in and for our disguise.

And it should not cost others.

Our fear is our fear

And it is okay and acceptable.

But it shouldn’t be taken or termed

As our maturity.

And it should not cost others.

Our jealous is our jealous.

It is a fact even if it is not acceptable

But it shouldn't be represented as

Our big notion and ideology.

And it should not cost others.

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If we are unable,

We have to be bold and able enough to say

We are not able.

And have to work hard to be able.

Especially if we are not equipped enough

With the tools of ability to be able.

 

At least others will not be mislead and misguided,

At the cost of their own life.

If we are ignorant

We should be bold and able enough to represent and say

That we don't know.

And have to seek the ways to know more.

Especially if we are not equipped enough

With the tools of knowledge to be knowledgeable.

 

At least others will not be mislead, misinformed and misguided

At the cost of their own life.

If we are helpless and weak,

We should be bold and able (helplessly) to say

That we are weak and helpless.

 

And have to seek the ways to be helpful and strong.

 

Especially if we are are not equipped with

The factors of strength and helpfulness.

 

At least others will not be mislead and misguided

At their own cost in life.

True, this is a world of struggle and survival.

And one has to seek all the ways if the mere survival is at risk.

But it should be only when mere survival is at risk.

Otherwise,

We should not put blame on others (especially children)

To hide our blame of inability, ignorance and helplessness,

Putting certain other escaping justifications and excuses.

At least we have to know and remember

Children are the pearls in the paradise

Stars in the high skies of future.